myristyl

So... it's been a while. There was the accident... the physical pain is long gone, but my outlook on life is still the same... I appreciate those around me more, and those that I can't stand I have less tolerance for... why should I waste my time with them? F 'em.
We went to Elbo's tonight. I was (and still am) inebriated, so I of course got up and sang. We did "Ain't Too Proud to Beg", and it was pretty good, if I can say so myself. I can't wait until we play Bogart's June 18th... we have gotten really tight again after our break, and, if the last couple of times we played there is any indication, it will be kick ass. Nothing like the feeling of loads of people you've never seen in your life, totally rocking out to you!
Still though, I continue to be inexplicably shy in other situations. That girl... you know, that one.... the one that only come's out every few months. Sings a few songs when she's back from school. She was there tonight. I know she's not the most *attractive* girl in the bar, but, wow... she's amazing to me. Sure, I think she's not interested in the boys, but maybe that even adds to it. I'm going to talk to her soon. For better or for worse, this I declare...
So much for this... it had been 2 weeks or so since I had been drunk! Doesn't seem like a feat to most but an eternity to the once or twice a weeker I had become.