myopically

i am a poor freezingly cold soul
so far from where i intended to go
scaviging through lifes very constant lows
so far from where i determined to go
wish i knew the way to reach the one i love
there is no way
wish i had the chant
to attract the one i love
but you see...
i've got no chance
tonight i've consumed much more than i can hold
all this is very clear to you
and you can tell
i have never really loved
you can tell by the way
i sleep all day
and all of my life no one gave me anything
no one has ever given me anything
my love is a sharp as a needle in your eye
you must be such a fool to pass me by

-seasick, but still docked