mynameisandy

update time. i woke up this morning not remembering where i was or how i got there. after about five seconds the fuzzy memories or my self-destructive evening came flooding back to me. i drank all night and smoked cigs until about four in the morning. i had ended up making out and staying with a girl who has wanted me for a long time but am not interested in. the power of alcohol. i really cant believe that i didnt puke last night. i had at least six or seven shots of shitty bourbon at the end of the night to mix with the 40 i drank in 15 mins (a personal record), and six beers. i still feel like shit but have been semi-productive today.

i really need to take better care of myself.