mynameisandy

i have decided to do a long journal entry, mostly to procrastinate from studying.
so i was accepted to my education abroad program this week. i am super excited about it. i will be leaving for denmark at the end july or in early august. the program lasts until the end of december so i will miss some important holidays but will gain a wealth of knowledge of foreign culture, etc etc. i have never travelled outside the us. hell, i havent been further east than colorado.

i am working on a date for valentines day. i want to go see amelie play at midnight at the del mar. i am planning on asking a girl from the library but i have never talked to her. i am going to ask her tomorrow when i go to study for one of my midterms. i have to work on that day until nine so hopefully she says yes and is understanding about my situation with work. i dont even know if she has a boyfriend (or girlfriend for that matter).

i keep making out with random girls when i get drunk. well, they usually kiss me after we flirt a bit. i dont think it matters either way but i always tell them i dont want anything longer than the night. i just have feeling that some of them do.

i think my smoke detector is about to go off. i just washed my iron skillet and turned on the heat really high to burn anything off that isnt suppose to be on there. i sure like my iron skillet, i am so happy i talked my mom into parting with it.

my friend dave from santa barbara called me today. i hadnt heard from him in a long time. i kept meaning to call him but just never got around to it. it sounds like he is doing well but i can never tell. he doesnt really open up that easily anyways but i especially cant get him to if i never see him. he should be coming up towards the end of this month. it will be good to see him.

i keep having issues with my hair. some days it looks fine but yesterday it looked like shit. i just dont want to put any effort into doing it. i also dont like that it is so blond that everyone assumes i bleach it. i apologize for venting if anyone actually reads this but it makes me feel better. i dont want to become a bitter person no one wants to talk to because i vent at them. this journal can be good for me.

i have started thinking about what i am going to do after i get out of college and am completely terrified. i have no clue what i want to do. i dont think i want to do grad school anymore. there isnt anything i really want to study for the next four years of my life. no one topic is that compelling. maybe i will go work at ups with my brother.

life is good right now. i have to study but my test is going to be easy. i have another one on wed that is going to be super difficult. i should start studying for that one tomorrow afternoon. wish me luck, intermediate macroeconomics is tough.