The only highlight of yesterday was that it was the baby's 2nd b-day... everything else sucked. No one fro my family back in MA called to say anything to the baby (he loves talking on the phone) My dad forgot until my grandmother called and reminded him, he freaked out on me for some reason (no idea why) and no one can seem to stop bringing up the fact that my daughter had to stay in MA. Like the constant rehashing of things is really gonna make me feel better. And none of my so-called friends have called me back, even when I was back north and I have no doubt that they know what is going on. some of the most stupid things set me off crying yesterday, and today hasn't started off much better. The baby's dad is trying to use this as a reason to get me to move back to MA, telling me he knows how it feels and it would be better for both kids for me to move back. But the baby is happy here. He was never this good for me when I was living with his dad. He actually listens to me.

I have to vent here, cause I feel bad about dumping this all on the one friend who has been listening to all this bullshit. He says it is ok, but I still feel bad. I don't want to deal with this, so why should he have to?

well I'm done being a raving lunatic for today (I hope) maybe I can have a normal day now with no crying(yeah right)