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jonnytrrrash7:
um, they are all smokin' hot?
mat8drb:
Smoking. Or maybe ass. 
I dont cry any more
My whole life, everyone Ive ever known has called me a crybaby.
But life is too painful to be crying.
And nobody cares about your sadness. They find it tedious and ignore you.
So I dont cry anymore.
Soon I will be made of nothing but smoke and shadows.
I hate gaucho pants.
My whole life, everyone Ive ever known has called me a crybaby.
But life is too painful to be crying.
And nobody cares about your sadness. They find it tedious and ignore you.
So I dont cry anymore.
Soon I will be made of nothing but smoke and shadows.
I hate gaucho pants.
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mat8drb:
People care about your sadness. I myself find it an interesting "battle" between a public image and a private image. Should we present ourselves as truly emotional, easy to wound people all the time, or hide behind a mask? A hard question, to be sure.
Life is painful.
Life is painful.
joenobody:
don't know what gaucho pants are, but i hate uggs.
I wanted to buy the panites Irish has in her set, but I couldn't afford them. At least now I can look at them on a pretty girl.
Also, I was all happy that a set went up while I was actually able to be online, has this changed? If so, I'm a little sad. I don't have a lot to look forward to in...
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Also, I was all happy that a set went up while I was actually able to be online, has this changed? If so, I'm a little sad. I don't have a lot to look forward to in...
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johnclement:
Thank you for the happy birthday...I'm sorry to hear life's been crappy.
thedvsmonkey:
What kind of anime? I'm a big Cowboy Bebop cronie! Spike is my hero and Faye is the ultimate woman! 
And I really liked your self portrait in the photosets!
And I really liked your self portrait in the photosets!
It's past 4 am, where's my porn? 
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noir:
I tried to send you an email yesterday about something urgent, but I just got a delivery failure. Now what? I don't want everyone else to see it.
anatdevice:
I could send you a link.
jonnytrrrash7:
those stockings are the shit........and the porn war is shit in a different way, like in a way bad way.......i am out of it right now.....
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fauxton:
you know what they say about assume
crazedlunatik:
hehehe a good way to purge friends is to disappear for 3 months and then they do the work for you.... 
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jonnytrrrash7:
looking good!
noir:
I'm not ignoring you. I'm just exhausted. And I can't talk about it anymore right now. I just need some time to recover.
I'm obsessed with downloading anime theme songs.
"[some stuff in Japanese] my sweet emotion..."
I'va also decided to try and learn some Japanese. It just makes sense.
Then I can write songs and inject random Japanese words into them.
PS: I'm so goddamn tired I can't even think straight. I've been sleeping so randomly, that everything seems really surreal and it's not worth the effort...
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"[some stuff in Japanese] my sweet emotion..."
I'va also decided to try and learn some Japanese. It just makes sense.
Then I can write songs and inject random Japanese words into them.
PS: I'm so goddamn tired I can't even think straight. I've been sleeping so randomly, that everything seems really surreal and it's not worth the effort...
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mat8drb:
Sleep. Are you sleeping these days?
jayenh:
In theory, Japanese get taught some English in school, but I think it comes across more as "funny word-like sounds you can share with your friends" and "interesting shapes to scribble here and there."
I am a pretty big fan of things Japanese, even though they are one of the most implacably racist societies in the world. They're just so cool anyway. Some day we will destroy their society by convincing just one of them that being American is better than being Japanese. Then within one week, they will all be American.
(Hopefully they'll become us and not the French. Please God.)
Isn't Junichiro Koizumi the coolest head of state ever?
I am a pretty big fan of things Japanese, even though they are one of the most implacably racist societies in the world. They're just so cool anyway. Some day we will destroy their society by convincing just one of them that being American is better than being Japanese. Then within one week, they will all be American.
(Hopefully they'll become us and not the French. Please God.)
Isn't Junichiro Koizumi the coolest head of state ever?
I sincerely apologise to anyone who might have witnessed my rant yesterday. Fortunately, it wasn't very many of you. What the hell? Where is everyone?
Anyway, all better now. I'm drinking this tea again that helps me not feel so nuts. (kava, for anyone who's interested) I was saving the last of what I had for emergencies, and, well, that was it. I'll be getting...
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Anyway, all better now. I'm drinking this tea again that helps me not feel so nuts. (kava, for anyone who's interested) I was saving the last of what I had for emergencies, and, well, that was it. I'll be getting...
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kentclark:
That's one short rant.
mat8drb:
Airline food: meh. Food usually okay transatlantic, except for breakfast which sucks. COLD MUFFINS DO NOT MAKE DAVID HAPPY.
I can respond to yesterday's entry better than now. Except that I hope you get what you need and know where you are in that relationship.
I can respond to yesterday's entry better than now. Except that I hope you get what you need and know where you are in that relationship.
If you like ranting, so back one. Otherwise, avoid it, and enjoy these lyrics from Lisa Loeb.
maybe i am hiding in my own confusion
maybe we're just a picture in my head
maybe, what if this could be the way i wish it really was
maybe i don't want to see it the way it really is
maybe i am hiding in my own confusion
maybe we're just a picture in my head
maybe, what if this could be the way i wish it really was
maybe i don't want to see it the way it really is
jonnytrrrash7:
i used to work with a guy who referred to girls with glasses as "Loebs",,,,,,,,and he meant that in the most utmost complimentary was possible.....!!
mat8drb:
I had the biggest crush on her, y'know?