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I've been feeling really crappy lately, so excuse me for not writing back promptly.
I can only seem to sleep for a maximum of 3 consecutive hours/day. Sometimes I'll get in a little hour-long nap. So anyway. I'm really tired.
I got a haircut + panic attack about the tip. Hair cut = good. panic = bad.
I'll have pictures when I'm feeling better.
I can only seem to sleep for a maximum of 3 consecutive hours/day. Sometimes I'll get in a little hour-long nap. So anyway. I'm really tired.
I got a haircut + panic attack about the tip. Hair cut = good. panic = bad.
I'll have pictures when I'm feeling better.
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ninetysevencents:
looking back, I really appreciate my high school awkwardness. it probably kept me from being friends with groups that I just wouldn't have been able to fit in with on a personal level.
I see it in my tutees and thoroughly enjoy it...everything from bad hair to braces to that extra bit of weight that'll surely come off...in five or so years. Of course being right in the middle of it, I'm sure they appreciate it much less.
I see it in my tutees and thoroughly enjoy it...everything from bad hair to braces to that extra bit of weight that'll surely come off...in five or so years. Of course being right in the middle of it, I'm sure they appreciate it much less.
drave:
You shouldn't stress over it but ... I think you should go... Its always fun to be like hahaha look at me now!!!
I really really wanna go to my middle skool and show those bitches that nothing they ever did... suspending me and throwing my makeup away ,,, never helped!!! Hahahaha
I really really wanna go to my middle skool and show those bitches that nothing they ever did... suspending me and throwing my makeup away ,,, never helped!!! Hahahaha
I had this profound realization. But now I've forgotten it.
I really should write these things down.
Excuse all my introspection. 1) I've always been really self centered 2) my 10 year h.s. reunion is 6 months away. I mean, I don't even know if I can go. But even if I have nothing to show for my life outwardly, I'd like to at least...
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I really should write these things down.
Excuse all my introspection. 1) I've always been really self centered 2) my 10 year h.s. reunion is 6 months away. I mean, I don't even know if I can go. But even if I have nothing to show for my life outwardly, I'd like to at least...
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ninetysevencents:
drat. I missed a bunch. hope you're well.
My big plans for the ten year reunion when it comes is to go...elsewhere. Knowing a good portion of the parents of most of the very few classmates I gave a damn about means that I could always look them up if need be. The rest can turn into trees. I couldn't care less.
My big plans for the ten year reunion when it comes is to go...elsewhere. Knowing a good portion of the parents of most of the very few classmates I gave a damn about means that I could always look them up if need be. The rest can turn into trees. I couldn't care less.
noir:
Nothing's wrong, and we haven't lost touch. I've just been busy. And I needed to have control over something because I feel like everything going on is beyond my control right now, so I controlled everyone off of my friends list and everything off of my profile. I'll get around to rebuilding them soon.
I can't figure out what to say anymore. There's just... too much.
I'm like in a permanent state of flux. Nothing will stay still, everything is changing, and I'm dealing with it but just barely. And only because I know I have to.
Is this what real life is?
I honestly don't know. I feel like I've been asleep for 27 years, and I've just...
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I'm like in a permanent state of flux. Nothing will stay still, everything is changing, and I'm dealing with it but just barely. And only because I know I have to.
Is this what real life is?
I honestly don't know. I feel like I've been asleep for 27 years, and I've just...
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drstinkypants:
i think i know exactly how you feel. i try not to think about morality. i hate thinking about what it would be like to look back on my life and not have a damn thing to look at.
just blink and youre gone.
but i try to remind myself that it doesnt matter anyways. we're just animals. we're all just some insignificant 'person' to 99.9 % of the rest of the world, so fuck it. life and death seem important but in the grand scheme of things, its not.
just blink and youre gone.
but i try to remind myself that it doesnt matter anyways. we're just animals. we're all just some insignificant 'person' to 99.9 % of the rest of the world, so fuck it. life and death seem important but in the grand scheme of things, its not.
drstinkypants:
too bad we're so far away. you seem like someone that would be cool to hang out with/talk to.
I'm all obsessed with West Indian Girl right now. 
I'm drinking tea that smells like candy canes and tastes like Christmas.
By the way, does Thanksgiving even exist anymore? I mean, to anyone other than the turkey farmers. Poor turkeys. I mean, they're ugly as sin, but they deserve to live and all.
The whole retail industry goes from Halloween straight to Christmas now, it...
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I'm drinking tea that smells like candy canes and tastes like Christmas.
By the way, does Thanksgiving even exist anymore? I mean, to anyone other than the turkey farmers. Poor turkeys. I mean, they're ugly as sin, but they deserve to live and all.
The whole retail industry goes from Halloween straight to Christmas now, it...
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mat8drb:
Thanks what now? 
When is it? The 24th? After Bonfire Night (5th Novemeber), everything is now purely Xmas here, as per usual. All the xmas adds started last weekend.
Some shops experimented opening last Christmas. Hell.
I like the idea of his t-shirt
When is it? The 24th? After Bonfire Night (5th Novemeber), everything is now purely Xmas here, as per usual. All the xmas adds started last weekend.
Some shops experimented opening last Christmas. Hell.
I like the idea of his t-shirt
drstinkypants:
yea that used to happen to me. the memories thing. i just try to make myself not think of them, and try not to make any more like that.
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kentclark:
Virginia kind of rescued its reputation for a minute there, didn't it? Here's hoping it's just the beginning.
Fortunately, here in the District we're not expected to worry about such things--no Governor for us! Just other people's Senators pushing in front of us at restaurants.
Fortunately, here in the District we're not expected to worry about such things--no Governor for us! Just other people's Senators pushing in front of us at restaurants.
johnclement:
I was very happy to see that.
I am so over it.
And this time I mean it.
And this time I mean it.
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sarahg:
i'm sorry you're going through a thing. i have been, too. but i'm over it now. like, really. and this time, i'm not just telling myself that! i really am over it! i could almost scream it to the heavens.
it rocked my world that you -'d fleetwood mac.
kittens =
it rocked my world that you
-'d fleetwood mac.
kittens =
jayenh:
I always say that.
Regardless
Regardless
I am so tired. of everything.
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mat8drb:
My facade does not slip.
drstinkypants:
youre preaching to the choir
I don't want to bemoan my bad luck any longer.
There was a time when such a rejection would have utterly destoyed me. But I'm better than them. Mere mortals can't destroy me! muahahahahaha!
You know what I love about My So-Called Life? (which has been singing me to sleep every night lately) Not the only thing of course. But one of the things, aside...
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There was a time when such a rejection would have utterly destoyed me. But I'm better than them. Mere mortals can't destroy me! muahahahahaha!
You know what I love about My So-Called Life? (which has been singing me to sleep every night lately) Not the only thing of course. But one of the things, aside...
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joenobody:
who the hell is this? ...soft_reply?
drstinkypants:
is angela chase the one thats a drunk?
Well, shit.
At least I get one free year, that's kind of like getting paid, right?
(to be honest, I wasn't sure SG was the right place for me anyway, I just kinda wanted the money. So now I'm free to do other things!)
Also, I wasn't expecting such a direct decision so soon. (I sent it in on monday)That kind of hurts. Like... is...
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At least I get one free year, that's kind of like getting paid, right?
(to be honest, I wasn't sure SG was the right place for me anyway, I just kinda wanted the money. So now I'm free to do other things!)
Also, I wasn't expecting such a direct decision so soon. (I sent it in on monday)That kind of hurts. Like... is...
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mat8drb:
And as you have no army points, a free yea is quite useful.
I think they're pretty good to turn it round so quick; I mean, otherwise, you'd have to wait, and that's not too nice.
I think they're pretty good to turn it round so quick; I mean, otherwise, you'd have to wait, and that's not too nice.
noir:
Piss. 
I want to see it. I bet it's beautiful.
I want to see it. I bet it's beautiful.
THANK YOU FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES!!!
Kisses