The secret to leaving is trying to stay.
shhh...
PS: don't let my psychotic episodes scare you away. I'm harmless. kthanks.
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I think it's time for an SG break.
I'm feeling so messed up lately.
I just cry randomly, and I don't know why.
But is being anti-social really the answer? Probably not. But it's quieter.
Sometimes I imagine changing my name, changing how...
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shhh...
PS: don't let my psychotic episodes scare you away. I'm harmless. kthanks.
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I think it's time for an SG break.
I'm feeling so messed up lately.
I just cry randomly, and I don't know why.
But is being anti-social really the answer? Probably not. But it's quieter.
Sometimes I imagine changing my name, changing how...
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I'm obsessed with naked girls.
That is all.
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I feel like crawling in a hole most of the time. But then I realise holes aren't all they're cracked up to be, because I basically live in a hole, and I'm even more miserable than when I force myself out into the light. I guess there's a lesson in that.
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Photos are depressing. They're...
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That is all.
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I feel like crawling in a hole most of the time. But then I realise holes aren't all they're cracked up to be, because I basically live in a hole, and I'm even more miserable than when I force myself out into the light. I guess there's a lesson in that.
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Photos are depressing. They're...
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bobdylan5:
I just wanted to say I really like your new pics 
hubble_____:
lol, yes you did.
I update and then worry that what I've written would be better as a thread. I think I'm supposed to write about my life and my feelings in the journal.
Now, that would be a rivetting read:
Day One: Not a whole lot happening, no strong feelings either way about that.
Day Two: Um... please refer to day one...
I update and then worry that what I've written would be better as a thread. I think I'm supposed to write about my life and my feelings in the journal.
Now, that would be a rivetting read:
Day One: Not a whole lot happening, no strong feelings either way about that.
Day Two: Um... please refer to day one...
"I think a lot of SuicideGirls haven't really experienced having girlfriends, as many of us were outsiders or "that strange kid" during our childhoods. Being put in touch with like-minded girls is a really great thing, and a new thing, for a lot of us."
- Olivia, from the SuicideGirls book
I knew I loved her
This is exactly how I feel, except I'm...
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- Olivia, from the SuicideGirls book
I knew I loved her
This is exactly how I feel, except I'm...
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serenity_star:
thank you!
i don't have a whole lot of girlfriends either. they are VERY hard for me to make and keep. girls nitpick at too many things, and they are whiney. i know i can be.
i don't have a whole lot of girlfriends either. they are VERY hard for me to make and keep. girls nitpick at too many things, and they are whiney. i know i can be.
strongmad:
Just stopping by to wish J a happy day.
How come I sometimes hear music even when there is none? Is there something wrong with my brain?
Because that would explain a lot. Like, you know, the insanity.
It sounds like music that's far away, so it's either really REALLY loud neighbors, or my brain just thinks its hearing music based on various other sources.
Because that would explain a lot. Like, you know, the insanity.
It sounds like music that's far away, so it's either really REALLY loud neighbors, or my brain just thinks its hearing music based on various other sources.
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johnclement:
No stranger than most of the major religions.
I need to pick up the DVD set; I had them on Netflix.
I need to pick up the DVD set; I had them on Netflix.
lillix:
Do we live in the same town? j/k
yeah not much going on here. The only thing to do is snowboard cause the resort is 5 miles from my house. Too bad I've never snowboarded
yeah not much going on here. The only thing to do is snowboard cause the resort is 5 miles from my house. Too bad I've never snowboarded
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johnclement:
It drew me in immediately, and Jaye was definitely my ideal girl. Now I have to buy the DVD set, since goddamn Fox greenlights a show about guys working at hot dog on a stick, but they won't move a funny intelligent show to a better time slot.
Gah. Anyway, hi and thanks for the comment.
Gah. Anyway, hi and thanks for the comment.
johnclement:
Also, nice pics. You are very cute in your glasses.
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acidevangelist:
I like the way your pics tunred out, I like the Indigo Sky.
You will catch your death from cold going out dressed like that, young lady.
You will catch your death from cold going out dressed like that, young lady.
strongmad:
You awake out there, my boobalicious pal?
Here's some pictures. Not nekkid, though
I felt like my head was going to explode soon if I didn't do something at least moderately creative... oddly enough, I feel better than I have in weeks.
Also, I braved the cold and the fear (of going outside, and also of someone seeing me and thinking I'm a weirdo), so yey me!
Out in the foggy morning:...
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I felt like my head was going to explode soon if I didn't do something at least moderately creative... oddly enough, I feel better than I have in weeks.
Also, I braved the cold and the fear (of going outside, and also of someone seeing me and thinking I'm a weirdo), so yey me!
Out in the foggy morning:...
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noir:
That first picture of you reminds me of one of my friends in Colorado. Looks like I will be making it to Prom. Things are slowly starting to work out.
noir:
I am thinking terrible things about you, but it's nothing to stress over.
I slept for 15 hours today 
Am I really that tired/sick/cold/unhappy?
I hate February.
Am I really that tired/sick/cold/unhappy?
I hate February.
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photomares:
I slept for about 12 hours a couple of weeks ago I though I was going to die! 
bobdylan5:
Yeah, I'm sick. All I've been doing is swigging NyQuil and sleeping.
"Shyness is nice, but shyness can stop you from doing all the things in life you'd like to..."
the Smiths
they always say it best...
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PS: I love you guys, because you're nice enough to not hate me.
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I always have this feeling I'm doing something horribly wrong.... like I'm acting weird or creepy or... something.
Maybe it's because I don't know when...
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the Smiths
they always say it best...
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PS: I love you guys, because you're nice enough to not hate me.
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I always have this feeling I'm doing something horribly wrong.... like I'm acting weird or creepy or... something.
Maybe it's because I don't know when...
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aquarious:
you are .......................... soooooooooo COOL!
bobdylan5:
Yeah--I feel the same way like 70 percent of the time.
SO I took some NyQuil last night so I could actually fall asleep, but it still took me THREE HOURS to fall asleep. wtf? I have to endure the green death flavor of NyQuil and get absolutely no benefit? 
Lame question: what do you hate the taste of more than anything?
Lame question: what do you hate the taste of more than anything?
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spaztikfantaztik:
After being in the unenviable position of drinking the foul, foul liquid myself this week I'd say it's right up there...
mat8drb:
More than anything? Well, that would have to be shampoo Seriously, raost parsnip tastes like hell.
Three hours? You must be immune to it in some way...
Seriously, raost parsnip tastes like hell.
Three hours? You must be immune to it in some way...
Waiting is bad. Live for the moment,