I waste my life writing hidden, meaningless words that perpetuate my infatuations.
It's ridiculous, really, the things I dream of. All impossible.
What do I want? Everything. I want life to be like the Weetzie Bat books.
I want to live in a little cotton candy house in the San Francisco fog. Tyler can have a Duck, and I'll have my Secret Agent Lover Noir...
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It's ridiculous, really, the things I dream of. All impossible.
What do I want? Everything. I want life to be like the Weetzie Bat books.
I want to live in a little cotton candy house in the San Francisco fog. Tyler can have a Duck, and I'll have my Secret Agent Lover Noir...
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There's nothing here.
mykel:
You don't see this. You are not here. 
I feel small and filled with bones.
It took me four hours to fall asleep. I cried too much, and it left me too dizzy to sleep. Then I ate something, and was ok.
Don't ask me why, I won't tell you.
It took me four hours to fall asleep. I cried too much, and it left me too dizzy to sleep. Then I ate something, and was ok.
Don't ask me why, I won't tell you.
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freakpirate:
Hahaha... you make a very good point.
I totally wasted my childhood. Now I'm catching up.
I totally wasted my childhood. Now I'm catching up.
freakpirate:
I was a disgustingly good kid. I'd totally beat up younger me. He was a dink.
Unlike Fiona Apple, I do go to sleep to dream.
Dreaming is a lot less fun when I'm awake. It's nice to be carried away by the randomness of dream worlds. And lately, I've been having the nicest dreams. I wish I was still asleep....
Update
This is how I feel right now:
*sigh*
Update #2
The song Heaven by the Talking Heads gives me...
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Dreaming is a lot less fun when I'm awake. It's nice to be carried away by the randomness of dream worlds. And lately, I've been having the nicest dreams. I wish I was still asleep....
Update
This is how I feel right now:
*sigh*
Update #2
The song Heaven by the Talking Heads gives me...
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voodo0:
I perfer nightmares 
....just kidding. I too am tired of being a tard 
....just kidding. I too am tired of being a tard 
serenity_star:
ur not a tard! at leat i don't think so. i always think the people that read my journal thingy must think i'm nuts cuz i always have weird little drama stories... dial up can go to hell.
....p.s. i drank your rum and coke. sorry.
..also, i used to go to sleep to dream...till "he" kept killing me in them...kinda like freddy kruger but younger and more intelligent.
....p.s. i drank your rum and coke. sorry.
..also, i used to go to sleep to dream...till "he" kept killing me in them...kinda like freddy kruger but younger and more intelligent.
Optimism is overrated.
*still wating*
As usual.
Although I feel more normal. Not physically, of course.
I feel like my life is a long string of discord interspersed with pockets of normalcy. Normal for me, anyway, which is probably clinically insane for everyone else
But normal is subjective anyway.
My head is densely stuffed with cotton. Firm fuzziness.
*still wating*
As usual.
Although I feel more normal. Not physically, of course.
I feel like my life is a long string of discord interspersed with pockets of normalcy. Normal for me, anyway, which is probably clinically insane for everyone else
But normal is subjective anyway.
My head is densely stuffed with cotton. Firm fuzziness.
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alukh:
I rather like the idea that I could trade them in at some point.
I have a fetish for barter systems, I think.
I have a fetish for barter systems, I think.
litheum182:
Hey hottie. Sorry I haven't been around in so long...been thinking of you. Miss you lots! We need to talk soon 
*waits impatiently*
I was hoping to get my Rebel today. But no.
Maybe tomorrow.
If I don't have it by thurs. I'll have to kick somebody's ass.
The kitty seems to be doing better, he seemed pretty happy.
Today was a gorgeous day, so I opened the doors in my basement of a bedroom to let the fresh air in for the first time since...
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I was hoping to get my Rebel today. But no.
Maybe tomorrow.
If I don't have it by thurs. I'll have to kick somebody's ass.
The kitty seems to be doing better, he seemed pretty happy.
Today was a gorgeous day, so I opened the doors in my basement of a bedroom to let the fresh air in for the first time since...
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mat8drb:
I've had the heating off for a week now and windows open. I am in shock.
You realise we expect pictures of the cat also?
You realise we expect pictures of the cat also?
voile:
someone once told me that getting drunk cures colds. I don't think it's ever worked for me, but I keep trying to prove it right.
And stay away from me i don't want your cold.
And stay away from me i don't want your cold.
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southernbelle:
Awwwwww....Thanks! I think it is the cutest thing that PD has an account....and he really is a cool cat..even though he hits me in the head with his tail when I'm on the couch..
I hope your kitty is okay!!!
I think it is the cutest thing that PD has an account....and he really is a cool cat..even though he hits me in the head with his tail when I'm on the couch..
I hope your kitty is okay!!!
acidevangelist:
There's definitely some subliminal mannequin messaging going on...
Good luck on the set, my dear. Hope everything runs smoothly.
Good luck on the set, my dear. Hope everything runs smoothly.
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mat8drb:
Explain why you need it.
Nah, it's not childish, it's just an annoying situation (yesterday).
EDIT: And you should always eat breakfast.
[Edited on Mar 28, 2005 10:23PM]
Nah, it's not childish, it's just an annoying situation (yesterday).
EDIT: And you should always eat breakfast.
[Edited on Mar 28, 2005 10:23PM]
bobdylan5:
It's a little field mouse. I thought that was supposed to be you when you smile.
Worst. Easter. EVER.
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Ok, since everybody keeps asking, here you go:
(I warned you)
So, I had planned on making Tyler drive me around today to take pictures, since I knew today was going to pretty much blow. But he's really sick, and it was rainy and foggy all day anyway.
I got my period, which I get, like once or twice a year....
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Ok, since everybody keeps asking, here you go:
(I warned you)
So, I had planned on making Tyler drive me around today to take pictures, since I knew today was going to pretty much blow. But he's really sick, and it was rainy and foggy all day anyway.
I got my period, which I get, like once or twice a year....
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anx:
oh twice a year ??.. do you have any kind of health care where you live?? Thats weird, ive never heard of that before other than early menopause.
I might have to delete your post, as other important eyes may see.. i hope you understand But thankyou.. i really appreciate what you have written. I know how stubborn people are.. and also how sensitive.. i've had a talk with the, and it worked out all fine.. alittle tears but alot of undersstanding and we both are getting healthy. so yay.
I might have to delete your post, as other important eyes may see.. i hope you understand
But thankyou.. i really appreciate what you have written. I know how stubborn people are.. and also how sensitive.. i've had a talk with the, and it worked out all fine.. alittle tears but alot of undersstanding and we both are getting healthy. so yay.
I decided to go on a whim this year. I hadn't REALLY planned on going but then I decided... eh... fuck it. Only live once right?
And I really can't wait to get to Toronto. There are some wonderful people there and there are some wonderful people close by.
But now it's 2 AM and I have to get up for school in the morning. G'night!