mykel

I had a much better day today.
It was a pretty normal day, but I was thinking about good things. Tyler and I went to Home Depot, and I was getting all these great ideas. And I was thinking I really should be an artist, someone like Chris Stevens on Northern Exposure. I kind of have this weird attraction to certain materials and industrial-type things, and I could explore this kind of artistic vision. This is the number one reason why I'm trying to be an SG - I have a vision and it needs out. And that would be a great way to do it. They're losers if they don't want me So I came to the general conclusion that I rock.
I was also thinking about how I'm usually alseep when Tyler goes to work, so I'm never really alone, and why would I hate being alone so much? I think it's because I've learned that when I'm alone, I have to face myself in this vast emptiness, and usually Bad Things happen. I have this amazing inability to make myself do anything constructive, so I wind up being destructive. Or something.
Also, I'm really pissed because I dropped my classes so I could get the money back, and I did this a couple of weeks ago and still no refund. Considering Tyler jsut started a new job, I have no idea when he's going to get paid. Plus I want to buy the materials for my set, get a haircut, etc. so I'm really impatient and broke.