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mykel

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My new profile pic is my new favorite picture of me ever.
What is it about group acceptance that makes everybody so crazy? Why do we care? External validation, I suppose.
Also, I'm obsessing over the fact that I literally never can do anything sufficiently, and I wonder why this is. I'm not being self-assured, I'm not being negative. It is a fact. Is this SG thing just another one of those things?
I'm also feeling a little down lately, and dammit, I'm allowed to. I used up all my cheerful on my bagel set. Now I'm back to feeling normal, which isn't happy or cheerful, just my normal state of being. I think I tried too hard, so I'm taking it out of my profile. It's a little embarrassing.
Also, I keep hearing Chris from Family Guy saying "I'm so awkward"
I'm *really* tired.
And I'm being overly introspective, moody, and obsessive.
So there.
I keep obsessing over this thing that is probably nothing, and I keep turning it into something. I hate that.
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elfalcon:
Don't worry... group acceptance was part of the society since the beginning of human kind ! I know, it sucks, the world would be a much better place if everyone had this capacity of accepting themselves and the others confused

On a positive note, I love your pics... your my own SG girls... feel free to write me if you feel down...

kiss
Jan 16, 2005
williamtrinity:
I love chicks who "rock out". Especially when they wear fishnet shirts with no bra. You look great blush
Jan 16, 2005

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