Login
Forgot Password?

OR

Login with Google Login with Twitter Login with Facebook
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • SuicideGirls
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
Vital Stats

mykel

the cupboard under the stairs

Member Since 2004

Followers 16 Following 42

  • Everything
  • Photos
  • Video
  • Blogs
  • Groups
  • From Others

Sunday Jan 16, 2005

Jan 15, 2005
0
  • Facebook
  • Tweet
  • Email
My new profile pic is my new favorite picture of me ever.
What is it about group acceptance that makes everybody so crazy? Why do we care? External validation, I suppose.
Also, I'm obsessing over the fact that I literally never can do anything sufficiently, and I wonder why this is. I'm not being self-assured, I'm not being negative. It is a fact. Is this SG thing just another one of those things?
I'm also feeling a little down lately, and dammit, I'm allowed to. I used up all my cheerful on my bagel set. Now I'm back to feeling normal, which isn't happy or cheerful, just my normal state of being. I think I tried too hard, so I'm taking it out of my profile. It's a little embarrassing.
Also, I keep hearing Chris from Family Guy saying "I'm so awkward"
I'm *really* tired.
And I'm being overly introspective, moody, and obsessive.
So there.
I keep obsessing over this thing that is probably nothing, and I keep turning it into something. I hate that.
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
elfalcon:
Don't worry... group acceptance was part of the society since the beginning of human kind ! I know, it sucks, the world would be a much better place if everyone had this capacity of accepting themselves and the others confused

On a positive note, I love your pics... your my own SG girls... feel free to write me if you feel down...

kiss
Jan 16, 2005
williamtrinity:
I love chicks who "rock out". Especially when they wear fishnet shirts with no bra. You look great blush
Jan 16, 2005

More Blogs

  • 04.14.05
    13

    Thursday Apr 14, 2005

    I think I will always be a kid. I was listening to "The End of the I…
  • 04.13.05
    3

    Wednesday Apr 13, 2005

    I promise I'll have a real entry soon But for now... Keep Calli…
  • 04.12.05
    19

    Tuesday Apr 12, 2005

    Read More
  • 04.11.05
    25

    Monday Apr 11, 2005

    Read More
  • 04.10.05
    13

    Sunday Apr 10, 2005

    bad habit - the dresden dolls biting keeps your words at bay tend…
  • 04.09.05
    34

    Saturday Apr 09, 2005

    I had a really good day. Despite the crappiness of yesterday, and m…
  • 04.08.05
    21

    Friday Apr 08, 2005

    "If you want to find the trail, if you want to find yourself, you mus…
  • 04.07.05
    15

    Thursday Apr 07, 2005

    *eep!* I just spent the most amount of money I've ever had to spend.…
  • 04.05.05
    15

    Wednesday Apr 06, 2005

    I've decided for my birthday (14 days) to ram a piece of metal throug…
  • 04.04.05
    9

    Tuesday Apr 05, 2005

    I'm done acting like I'm 12. All better now. Also: OMG, I need t…

We at SuicideGirls have been celebrating alternative pin-up girls for:

23
years
11
months
13
days
  • 5,509,826 fans
  • 41,393 fans
  • 10,327,617 followers
  • 4,608 SuicideGirls
  • 1,113,094 followers
  • 14,960,305 photos
  • 321,315 followers
  • 61,493,052 comments
  • Join
  • Profiles
  • Groups
  • Photos
  • Videos
  • Shop
  • Help
  • About
  • Press
  • LIVE

Legal/Tos | DMCA | Privacy Policy | 18 U.S.C. 2257 Record-Keeping Requirements Compliance Statement | Contact Us | Vendo Payment Support
©SuicideGirls 2001-2025

Press enter to search
Fast Hi-res

Click here to join & see it all...

Crop your photo