mykel

I am really in love with South of Nowhere. It's about this high school girl who's going through what I wish I had gone through ten years ago instead of now. Only, she gets a hot girl friend to go through it with.
Also, it's made me cry twice. I hate when tv shows make me cry.
The first time was in the first episode, and I'm not going to discuss it.
The second time was in the new episode, where Spencer talked about losing her virginity, and how it sucked, and how she wishes she could lose her virginity again to someone really special.
That's something that's been on my mind recently. How I now feel I have a chance to do it right. Which is very exciting and scary and a little depressing, because I know it won't be any time soon.
But I'm older and wiser, now. I rushed all my relationships in the past, because I thought I had to. Now I know that it's out there, I just have to be patient. And even if it's not, and it turns out I'm totally undesirable and unlovable, then it still really doesn't matter to me all that much. Not as much as it once did.

ps: still hibernating.