I had this profound realization. But now I've forgotten it.
I really should write these things down.
Excuse all my introspection. 1) I've always been really self centered 2) my 10 year h.s. reunion is 6 months away. I mean, I don't even know if I can go. But even if I have nothing to show for my life outwardly, I'd like to at least be happy with me. I'd like to be able to be someone I like, if that makes sense. As an experiment.
I want to show up and be like "You guys all thought you knew me" or "You can't remember me from h.s. but you can't help but notice me now."
My thoughts aren't coming out clearly, and this probably makes no sense. I'm too dizzy to think straight. Or type.
I really should write these things down.
Excuse all my introspection. 1) I've always been really self centered 2) my 10 year h.s. reunion is 6 months away. I mean, I don't even know if I can go. But even if I have nothing to show for my life outwardly, I'd like to at least be happy with me. I'd like to be able to be someone I like, if that makes sense. As an experiment.
I want to show up and be like "You guys all thought you knew me" or "You can't remember me from h.s. but you can't help but notice me now."
My thoughts aren't coming out clearly, and this probably makes no sense. I'm too dizzy to think straight. Or type.
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My big plans for the ten year reunion when it comes is to go...elsewhere. Knowing a good portion of the parents of most of the very few classmates I gave a damn about means that I could always look them up if need be. The rest can turn into trees. I couldn't care less.