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mykel

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Friday Nov 11, 2005

Nov 11, 2005
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I can't figure out what to say anymore. There's just... too much.
I'm like in a permanent state of flux. Nothing will stay still, everything is changing, and I'm dealing with it but just barely. And only because I know I have to.
Is this what real life is?
I honestly don't know. I feel like I've been asleep for 27 years, and I've just recently woken up.
I put a camera in my hands and learned new ways to see myself and the world. But there's so much to see that I can't sleep.

"Once upon a time, there was a little girl who lived in a gingerbread house. She was always asleep. One morning, she woke up."
She woke up.
/dork
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drstinkypants:
i think i know exactly how you feel. i try not to think about morality. i hate thinking about what it would be like to look back on my life and not have a damn thing to look at.
just blink and youre gone.
but i try to remind myself that it doesnt matter anyways. we're just animals. we're all just some insignificant 'person' to 99.9 % of the rest of the world, so fuck it. life and death seem important but in the grand scheme of things, its not.
Nov 12, 2005
drstinkypants:
too bad we're so far away. you seem like someone that would be cool to hang out with/talk to.
Nov 12, 2005

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