myhkal

so it seems i've let someone in who really shouldn't have gotten in. thing is, they're pretty entrenched in my current life and it's going to be difficult. i've been betrayed in one of the worst ways imaginable. you know who you are and you know what you've done.

am i pissed? ya, u bet. one expects that you know me well enough to know that i don't accept that kind of betrayal. am i disappointed in you as a person? moreso than i'm pissed if that's possible.

know that things will never be the same. i haven't seen or had contact with my family for, jeez, 20 years. my closest friend in the world for about the same. they will never have contact with me again. they gave up the right to that privilege. i wrote em off. i call it the empty ballroom. hoped to never encounter it again, and thought that i'd chosen wisely. apparently not.

all i have to offer in the world is myself, my friendship. it is world-ending when it is thrown in my face. be aware that i'm aware, and that things are definately different now.

make it up to me and come clean, before it's too late.

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