myhellokitty

I never realized how conceited that I have been for the past year to two of my life. I have been engaged and in love and an ass hole. How great it was to have found the person that I was going to spend the rest of my life with. How I felt so sorry for the people who were just looking for that special someone and didn't know who they would "end up with" yet. Then I wake up. The guy I was engaged to said to me, "I'm moving to Austin to take care of my grandfather. You're not coming." Well, first I was sad. Then I was pissed. And now? What am I now, you ask? I am smarter and truly less judgemental, and have experienced a valuable life lesson that if it weren't for this asshole I never would have known, and blah blah blah. But really all I want is to smoke a joint, watch the mystery channel on TV, and appologize, even though I do not know any of you really. Sorry for judging you , because now I am single, and I truly am NOT worrying about who I am "going to end up with". What a great way to be.