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I hate when you do something that requires a great deal of self sacrifice on your part but someone misinterprets it entirely and bad-mouths you in front of everyone they know for the sake of saving their own face.

I honestly think I did the right thing.
And I'm continuing to do the right thing by keeping my mouth shut.

This is how I see it:
If I were to start dating a guy who incessantly bitched and moaned about his ex girlfriend, I'd get tired of it very quickly. And I'd also get the impression that he was not entirely over her, regardless of whatever dirty things he might say about her. After the scene that was caused the last time I saw John in public, I thought it would be best if we didn't see or speak to each other for the sake of HIS new relationship with Erin. I thought they'd have a better chance if I'm out of the picture entirely. I'd hoped that this would all pass quietly and remain civil. No matter how fucking much I miss him. I want to explain this to him but that would defeat my whole purpose. So, like I said, I'm keeping my mouth shut.

Does that make any fucking sense or am I a fucking bitch?
I mean, honestly.

Ok, now I'm done.