The weight of loneliness can be crushing sometimes. In the last week it has been particularly heavy. I don't know why. Maybe the season or the holiday? Or more likely New Years. Most years I have my daughter for that and nobody else interested in sharing it with me. This year will be no different. I crave having fireworks with someone at midnight. Probably because that never happened in my marriage (really). But at this point in my life i don't expect that to ever change. Because I'm getting too old and fat and set in my ways to find anyone to share a life with.
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selinia:
The first changing is deciding to change! You just have to find what you want to and go! 💪 don't be afraid because change, is life ♡
myenothing:
Thank you @selinia, very much! Such lovely words from the city of love! :-)