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Ok... I'm a fucking moron. About 10 minutes ago, I realized I'm missing the jewelry from one of my piercings. I remember it being there last night, but I'm not sure about in the shower this morning or any other time I went to the bathroom today... HOW THE FUCK DID I NOT NOTICE A 12G BARBELL MISSING FROM THE SHAFT OF MY COCK?

It's Saturday... guess where I am? Here's a hint: Continental Airlines + $105 round trip airfare = OTTAWA!!!

Ok, a truce has been declared. Apologies were made, agreements that drama gets us nothing and just delays the inevitable. Now the goal is working towards getting the house prepped for sale.

Hopefully it's a more stable truce than any between Israel and Palestine, eh?

Ok, time to lighten the mood. A weekend of movies, sushi, video games and roller coasters, a.k.a. a weekend of much needed fun with my girl. I'm still a little paranoid, waiting for the next bad/stressful thing to happen. It will, most likely when I'm least expecting it, but I'm growing more comfortable with my current support system. It helps that the person I need...
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Ok... so things are looking better. khoos is almost here and we're going to work this out. She's an incredible and wonderful woman, which I obviously don't deserve. She sees something in me worth fighting for and I love her to pieces, so I'm not going to argue with her wanting to make it work.

I probably won't be around here anymore. I've lied to and cheated on someone I love very much with a woman who has done nothing but hurt me.

Thank you to all my friends on here who have supported me when I needed it.

Justin

My weekend without a woman was moderately successful. I say moderately successful because I spent a lot of time in chat or on Skype with khoos and got a few phone calls from Anne to make sure I wasn't secretly going to off myself.

Things I did accomplish this weekend:
1) Setup my MAME stuff. I got a wicked deal on Xgaming.com's X-Arcade Tankstick a...
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Day 3 of "Justin should be in the Looney Bin":

Made it to work today. Feeling drastically better, but still not good. For those of you who don't suffer from chronic bouts of depression, you not only "hurt" yourself, but you tend to destroy those closest to you. There is a lot of healing I need to do and apologies that I can only attempt......
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Starting to improve. Obviously I hit bottom today because I was so bad, I didn't want to wake up and couldn't get out of bed. I got several phone calls and finally forced myself out of bed to do some food shopping, which made me feel better. Tomorrow I see my therapist and next week my shrink. Hopefully the change in my meds will level...
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Whew.... weekend over.

Friday - drunken silliness with SGNJ
Saturday - tattoo convention, running into the lovely Petbot and her , meeting Suri and the rest of the lovely SGs at the show.
Sunday - last minute invite to see my beloved NY Jets whoop the Miami Dolphins and the best news of the weekend...