I'm tired. I'm too young to feel this old.
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mrsfulks:
It is a very good thing to beable to share life with I am happy for you.
pedronz:
yes - yes you do.
hold on to that woman... she makes worlds happier and smilier!
hold on to that woman... she makes worlds happier and smilier!
Someone please come kick me in the head. My brain? Not so great actually. 
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phoenixgirl:
*kick* 
mrsted_stryker:
I couldnt kick you..I am too old to get my let that far up in the air while standing up!!!
you asked for good drugs in the thread...I dont think I could get those to you either...
well shit..I am no help at all am I???
you asked for good drugs in the thread...I dont think I could get those to you either...
well shit..I am no help at all am I???
Back to the grind. Hello New Jersey!
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tos:
Tell me about it J...I hate my job today ugh!
Did you bring any Timbits home? *rubs tummy*
Did you bring any Timbits home? *rubs tummy*
1kiss_of_life:
The grind, you say. Today, in a meeting, I was trying to say something about our Boston donors .... yeah well ... I called 'em Doston boners. I tried to hold it together, but my boss was in the room. He not only laughed, he went into the next office and told everyone who didn't get to hear it.
I would NEVER be that immature. EVAR!
I would NEVER be that immature. EVAR!
It's 1:00pm, I've just woken up and am alone and naked. *sigh*
UPDATE:
Still naked, in bed and now out of Timbits.
UPDATE:
Still naked, in bed and now out of Timbits.
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phoenixgirl:
I hope your weekend went well....
jewelz:
The CRX is my husband's bike... I believe it's a '92. It's a ball to ride on, and I'm hoping to learn to ride myself on of these days So, if you see someone who's sooooper girlie looking on the back of a CRX with pink gear and long red hair hanging out of the back of a pink and black dragon helmet on one... that's me!!
So, if you see someone who's sooooper girlie looking on the back of a CRX with pink gear and long red hair hanging out of the back of a pink and black dragon helmet on one... that's me!!In a short time I'll be heading North to Canada. I wish I could take a trip to the Beer Store while I'm there.
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soiraile:
shes been in and out of mental hospitals and residental programs since she was 12. i dont know how helpful this time will be. shes with the adults though this time. usually she is with other adolescents.. maybe being with the adults will help. i dont know.
dainty_:
How was your Turkey day???
My father is an asshole... he spends 8 days at his house in the USVI and I ask him to bring back one thing - sunshine and warmth. I wake up AND IT'S FUCKING SNOWING. FUCK HIM!!!!
In less than 84 hours, I will be on my way to Kanata, ON. I miss khoos. This has been the hardest and most difficult stretch of...
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In less than 84 hours, I will be on my way to Kanata, ON. I miss khoos. This has been the hardest and most difficult stretch of...
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pedronz:
heh... old man doggy can't keep up with the whippersnapper that be Ms Khoos....
oh i feel your pain dude... I had a wee sexy-session on the weekend and absolutely ruined my upper-quads (is that the group of muscles above the kneecap?)... anyway I'm limping in both legs.... owwwwwww
oh i feel your pain dude... I had a wee sexy-session on the weekend and absolutely ruined my upper-quads (is that the group of muscles above the kneecap?)... anyway I'm limping in both legs.... owwwwwww
khoos:
I'll give you a soaker biatch
Thanksgiving is coming. Time to celebrate the beginning of stealing lands, slaughtering innocent native Americans, and the disgusting spread of Puritanical culture to our society. Joy. What am I doing? What every proud American should - leaving the country and spending the day relaxing with my girl in bed watching movies.
Everyone that has been supportive lately, THANK YOU. I'm trying to make an effort...
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Everyone that has been supportive lately, THANK YOU. I'm trying to make an effort...
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zombie_nirbhao:
hey why aren't you on my friends list?
jewelz:
Hope you and your honey have an awesome Thanksgiving 
Sounds like a perfect day to me!!
Sounds like a perfect day to me!!Well it's Wednesday... I'm still alive and not in the hospital... GO ME!
I'm doing better. My douchebaggery this weekend is what set off my meltdown. It's really amazing just how evil my subconscious is. My brain seems to think it's perfectly acceptable to hurt those who are trying to be close to me and help me. Funny how I hate being alone, yet my...
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I'm doing better. My douchebaggery this weekend is what set off my meltdown. It's really amazing just how evil my subconscious is. My brain seems to think it's perfectly acceptable to hurt those who are trying to be close to me and help me. Funny how I hate being alone, yet my...
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1kiss_of_life:
mmmm. salad and breadsticks from olive garden. i think i could concentrate on those for a few minutes. yum!!
kythe:
Yep its the adjustment period... I just cant really afford its side effect with my job and all...
this is me restarting the treatment because two wees ago when the shrink up the dosage I almost killed myself oon a horse..
this is me restarting the treatment because two wees ago when the shrink up the dosage I almost killed myself oon a horse..
I agree with khoos' last journal - fuck it all. I reached out to my wife for some help, since she's spent years working with the mentally ill of all ranges. She agrees to help me find information to help myself and I basically kicked her in the teeth for it. Then, last night khoos and I had an argument that got blown way...
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pedronz:
I luffs you...
that's all... as you were....
that's all... as you were....
salura:
people see what they want to see. when they finally start realizing that the person they are with is not the person they THOUGHT they were, it's not because you've changed... it's because they never knew you in the first place.
today i was thinking about my birthday which is in feb and i thought to myself
"i'm too young to be this old"
feel better, darlin.