Doing better this morning. A lot of sleep and great sex probably had something to do with it. Although it seems that certain types of mania are great for me sexually. I had the stamina of my 18 year old self. 
I don't have to work today, so I got to sleep until 10 and I can spend time outside. Being out of the house, especially when I can get some sun, is a huge help.
On top of my normal crazy, I have Seasonal Affective Disorder which makes getting enough sun a requirement. My current office has no windows. It had been raining heavily for days. Today is sunny. I need to finish mowing the lawn. There is also a craft fair near by that we'll take the girls too, when khoos wakes up from her nap. Considering what I did to her last night, she needs it.
I don't have to work today, so I got to sleep until 10 and I can spend time outside. Being out of the house, especially when I can get some sun, is a huge help.
On top of my normal crazy, I have Seasonal Affective Disorder which makes getting enough sun a requirement. My current office has no windows. It had been raining heavily for days. Today is sunny. I need to finish mowing the lawn. There is also a craft fair near by that we'll take the girls too, when khoos wakes up from her nap. Considering what I did to her last night, she needs it.
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thefox:
Thanks! Glad today was a better day. SAD will fuck a person up - I need to make it a point to get sun, too.
eroticgeek:
I am glad you had a better day today. I know sex can always make a day better. I am a bit deprived at the moment due to my hips giving me problems. Sometimes it sucks being disabled. Doctors do not think you should be sexual beings. It is stupid. I am just as horny as the next person. Just because my legs do not work does not mean my vagina doesn't. Mood wise, I have been doing better too. They changed some of my medication, so it is a trial and error type of thing right now. My anxiety seems to be somewhat under control, except for the unexpected panic attack the other night. It is just the mood swings I can not get used to. I feel bad because when I am not feeling the greatest I take it out on those am around the most and those same people are the ones I love the most. It is hard to explain to someone else what is in your head so it can be frustrating. I tend to apologize a lot. I just wish people could step in others shoes for a few days. Oh only if things like that were possible. Eh. I wish you the best in improving your mood. Try relaxation techniques, meditation, or marijuana. It really helps you mellow out when you are on edge. 