I'm having a really fucking shitty weekend.
Saturday Chococat died. Still can't believe it.
He was only 3 and a half.
Yesterday, I found out first hand that cops in NJ actually do profile. Getting pulled over twice in the same town on the same stretch of highway, going in opposite directions, within a mile and in less than 5 minutes - with the second cop not knowing the first had just pulled me over and given me a ticket? Yeah, if that isn't profiling, I don't know what is. Apparently having the back windows LEGALLY tinted at the same level as my old Explorer came from the factory with, and a damaged rear bumper, in a Japanese sport sedan makes me a target. Fucking assholes. At least the first cop felt bad for waking the babies.
This morning I woke up in excruciating pain. I felt my back go out last night, but usually a good night sleep helps. T woke up early, I feel like I have a knife in my lower back and the pain is radiating down my right leg. I'm on the verge of tears, need to go back to bed and lie on the heating pad, but khoos has been having a tough time with D sleeping, so I don't want to wake her up to take care of T.
I have a problem in my lower back where two of my vertebrae (L5-S1) are at an angle instead of being parallel. Occasionally the disc gets pushed out of place and presses the nerves against the bone. Because it isn't constant or completely debilitating, my doctor advised against surgery. Usually, it only goes out this bad once or twice a year. I need to lose at least 30lbs and start exercising because it is happening way too often lately.
Someone find me a cave to hide in. This weekend sucks.
Saturday Chococat died. Still can't believe it.
He was only 3 and a half.
Yesterday, I found out first hand that cops in NJ actually do profile. Getting pulled over twice in the same town on the same stretch of highway, going in opposite directions, within a mile and in less than 5 minutes - with the second cop not knowing the first had just pulled me over and given me a ticket? Yeah, if that isn't profiling, I don't know what is. Apparently having the back windows LEGALLY tinted at the same level as my old Explorer came from the factory with, and a damaged rear bumper, in a Japanese sport sedan makes me a target. Fucking assholes. At least the first cop felt bad for waking the babies.
This morning I woke up in excruciating pain. I felt my back go out last night, but usually a good night sleep helps. T woke up early, I feel like I have a knife in my lower back and the pain is radiating down my right leg. I'm on the verge of tears, need to go back to bed and lie on the heating pad, but khoos has been having a tough time with D sleeping, so I don't want to wake her up to take care of T.
I have a problem in my lower back where two of my vertebrae (L5-S1) are at an angle instead of being parallel. Occasionally the disc gets pushed out of place and presses the nerves against the bone. Because it isn't constant or completely debilitating, my doctor advised against surgery. Usually, it only goes out this bad once or twice a year. I need to lose at least 30lbs and start exercising because it is happening way too often lately.
Someone find me a cave to hide in. This weekend sucks.
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sickfuckiam:
Went to school with ali larter of jay and silent bob strike back fame (jerzey represent!)
atlea:
hopew you feel better soon, thats all just shitty news