Cancer claimed the life of my father 7 years ago, it started off with the docs believing it was an ulcer, then found signs of cancer around the liver a few months down it moved to his spleen and all over his body, it was not much longer till he passed away after that.
My buddy who lives 8 hours away was complaining about not being able to hold down certain foods. which is funny cuz buddy weighs 300-400 lbs, docs diagnosed ulcer, then found cancerous cells. last night he gets a diagnosis that its gone to the rest of his body liver, bone, and a few others. dude is 28 years old, same age as I am... WTF. I gotta go spend some time with the guy, I don't know what else to do.
I don't know what I would do or how I would handle my own mortality.
tsuchi kane ya
iki wa taetemo
tsukihi ari
earth and metal...
although my breathing ceases
time and tide move on.
AtsuJin ....
My buddy who lives 8 hours away was complaining about not being able to hold down certain foods. which is funny cuz buddy weighs 300-400 lbs, docs diagnosed ulcer, then found cancerous cells. last night he gets a diagnosis that its gone to the rest of his body liver, bone, and a few others. dude is 28 years old, same age as I am... WTF. I gotta go spend some time with the guy, I don't know what else to do.
I don't know what I would do or how I would handle my own mortality.
tsuchi kane ya
iki wa taetemo
tsukihi ari
earth and metal...
although my breathing ceases
time and tide move on.
AtsuJin ....
katerix:
That is so sad 
I don't even know what else to say, that's too young....
I don't even know what else to say, that's too young....
keen:
ha ha ha. thank you. and sorry. its just the first couple days, so of couse im still a bit apprehensive. im in morioka right now. and we stay here til the 9th, then go to toyko, wich i think will be a lot of fun. we have plans to go to some other cities, cause there are fesitvals all ove rthe north. we will go to the beach one day. but. yeah. i just wish i had brought someone with me. or.... dont know. it will get better!!!