HOLY SHIT!!!
I fucking hate not having a computer!!!
*smacks her veins as she goes through withdrawls*
But I would like to say that I went so many years with out you my computer companion. And now without you I feel disconnected and lost from the rest of the world. But then I realized... it's ok. We need this time apart, don't we? I have found time to live life. Instead of wasting away in front of a screen all day, I am going back to my old ways of art and music and adventure. The way "my" world was before my eyes were opened to the "entire" world.
I love you all, I don't want to neglect you. But at the same time, I don't want to neglect myself. Since this great computer crash I have already transformed into an even better person (this is my opinion ok). Since the last month my life has taken a complete 180.
I have discovered that I am a work-a-holic. But not in the way you think. I have been pushing myself to the limits. Cramming in as much shit to do in my day as I possibly can. So when I crawl into bed at night my eyes close and into my coma of dreams I go. Dreams.. dreams do come true, no? He is the dream. My dream...
So, I got a 2nd job working at a porn store. It's pretty awesome. I have already met many cool people that know a lot of other cool people. Which is kind of ok, but sometimes I wish not to be a people person. Sometimes I like to be by myself.. a lot of the time actually. I do my best thinking when I'm alone.
Well you've been officially updated! Take care everyone!
xoxox
MyBlueNowhereEverAtAll
I fucking hate not having a computer!!!
*smacks her veins as she goes through withdrawls*
But I would like to say that I went so many years with out you my computer companion. And now without you I feel disconnected and lost from the rest of the world. But then I realized... it's ok. We need this time apart, don't we? I have found time to live life. Instead of wasting away in front of a screen all day, I am going back to my old ways of art and music and adventure. The way "my" world was before my eyes were opened to the "entire" world.
I love you all, I don't want to neglect you. But at the same time, I don't want to neglect myself. Since this great computer crash I have already transformed into an even better person (this is my opinion ok). Since the last month my life has taken a complete 180.
I have discovered that I am a work-a-holic. But not in the way you think. I have been pushing myself to the limits. Cramming in as much shit to do in my day as I possibly can. So when I crawl into bed at night my eyes close and into my coma of dreams I go. Dreams.. dreams do come true, no? He is the dream. My dream...
So, I got a 2nd job working at a porn store. It's pretty awesome. I have already met many cool people that know a lot of other cool people. Which is kind of ok, but sometimes I wish not to be a people person. Sometimes I like to be by myself.. a lot of the time actually. I do my best thinking when I'm alone.
Well you've been officially updated! Take care everyone!
xoxox
MyBlueNowhereEverAtAll
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silence kills
I'm frequently in the new chat, with cam and audio
come to me, and I'll show you my tits haha