mya22

Maybe someday you'll understand that I never meant to hurt you. Maybe someday you'll realize that I was only trying to understand. Maybe someday you'll accept that I make mistakes just like everyone else. Maybe someday you'll see that I only wanted to avoid what's happened now. And until this happens, we'll both exist in our own worlds, wondering what it would've been like if only we would have allowed our friendship to grow and built a better understanding because of the hard times...

UPDATE: I became aware of how precious life is today. My best friend went down on his bike with a passenger on the back last night... if they hadn't been wearing helmets, they would have probably both been dead. Luckily only his hand is kinda fucked up, but it will heal soon enough. The girl's wrist/hand is really fucked up but she had on his jacket so she didn't lose her arm - the leather and armour in the jacket saved her. I really need to see him... I miss him so much and I'm scared that I almost lost him...