mxv

*pluck* She wants to date other people
*pluck* She doesn't want to date other people
*pluck* She wants to date other people
*pluck* She doesn't want to date other people


Because it *IS* dating. No way around that one.


Her decision will decide everything.


I'll find out Friday night.


Or maybe Thursday. As much as I want to ask for her decision after a happy day, I'm not sure that I'll be able to sleep with her on Thursday without knowing for sure.


See, she still thinks that I don't trust her.

It's not like that. I trust her COMPLETELY. I just don't want to be in a relationship where she's out dating other guys. I LOVE HER. And I need her to be on the same page.


He wants to be with you, M. He wants you to be his. IT'S A DATE.

If she wants to do it again, it's a betrayal of the trust which I have shown her.


She has to want this too. I can't force it on her. This may be our biggest hurdle, because we've never explicitly established the parameters of our relationship. I think we'll be okay, but of course, she will make the ultimate decision.


*note* - This post was not made during a fit of anxiety, jealousy, or any other form of personal mental issue. It is entirely truthfully thought out. Thank you for noticing.


-MXV