mxmoose66

Ok, update time. I guess it has been a while so let me fill everyone who cares in on all the craziness. The date with the girl i mentioned in the last journal went great, we started dating, things got serious, we ended up engaged. Sounds awesome right...WRONG. Not that this was bad, i was actually kind of excited about it, but we got pregnant. She told me on my birthday. Well the monday after my birthday she, like the coward she is, sent me an email, AN EMAIL telling me she didnt want to be with me anymore. Of coarse like anyone in love, i found every excuse in the world to try to hang on to hope, i blamed the fact that she stopped taking anti-depressants cold turkey, it was logical, she wasnt and still isnt right in the head. On March 8th we tragicaly misscarried. I was torn appart, still trying to stay friends and be there for her I somehow made it through each day. One day though, I found out something that changed my life, until she found out how far along she was she wasnt 100% sure it was my baby. She had a one night fling with this guy who now should be living in fear. Well, I confronted her on the matter and she denied it as expected but i know the truth, that sparked my curiosity and I went searching for more. Turns out, she had been having a love affair with her lesbian roommate and the kicker, she abborted our child, without evr telling anyone, well, except her best friend and her husband in Jacksonville. She never thought anyone would find out being that only three people knew and they werent telling. She clearly underestimated my resourcefulness, you should have seen her face when I told her I knew everything. She was both shocked and pissed, Like if you cross bred a helpless bunny with a timber wolf.

So I have moved on to better things, decided relationships can take a break for a bit and I will just be me for a while, mess around a bit and just hang out with friends and such. Oh yeah, I started racing pit bikes (little dirt bikes) for fun, it's a blast. Well there is the update, and the best part about it is it's all true.