muzencab

I still remember the day I saw you in the store. Short black hair, those plaid paints that needed a bobbi pin.
It took me 3 weeks to go up and finally talk to you. I waited every saturday to see you.
I'm going to miss soooo much about you.
I hate your roommate for bringing him up here for a two week visit. I know you have some feelings for him, the same way I fell hard for Jenny. I wish I could help you see why such a young guy would be wrong, but I understand your attraction. I dont know what will happen now. I'm scared.
I dont want to be just a short visit in your life.
Your love of art, music, videogames, comix, girls, anime, dancing.
Your a wonderful girl and you will never understand why. You don't see whats sooo special.
I spent too much time in your world. You should have only been a piece of my world, you took up a large portion. Now going back to this side is like stepping back out of the umbra.
Even thought things are basicly the same, they dont have the spiritual look they had before.
You keep asking if I'll be ok. No, not for a while. With my twin moving to Montana, my son about to be born and Jenny still so distant, whats happining to us, and finances, no I will not be alright for a while. I get no christmas. I hope to be with my son.
I'll make you a couple cd's to possibly better explain.

Text me after he's gone. I could still need a friend.