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Yet again I must be cruel in order to be kind. My cat has me outraged. Pooped on the bed, by her food, and then pissed right on the mathmatical center of my bed last night.
What am I going to do? Take her to my old apt, drop her off, and if she finds her way home-then she will welcomed back for good. I know this is drama, but I will let her see the way there, and my old flat isn't that far away.
I only do this because I have a very bad temper once it is triggered. Not easy to do, but happens every other year. I had thoughts of field goal kicking her, and throwing her out of my second story window.
Hate me if you want, but I have little recourse.
Give me some advise, I know I'll be crying tomorrow. But as I staded above, she will see the way, and the apt isn't fare away.
I hate anger, its the ugliest emotion I feel...