mutinyonthebay

i had a long conversation with someone ive known for a long time, and the doubts ive been carrying for awhile have been confirmed. im not bisexual. there. its way too long for me to write out how i came to that conclusion, but for those of you who dont know, its a REALLY big step for me. i was convinced that i was in love with nikki, and i still love her, but not in the way i thought i did. i have to tell her today, and i hope she accepts me for who i am. the general trend in her life is that she doesnt very often associate with straight people. wish me luck