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mutanix

Missing Mile, NC

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Monday Mar 08, 2004

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I am in flux. I feel torn, twisted, mixed up. I'm lonely these days but I feel tired of women. I think I may want to explore the other side of myself but I'm not sure I'm preared for that.

Then there is God, or should I say religion. I have two very dear friends who would love it if I forgot about my sinful desires and accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and savior. I can't do that at least not the way they want me to.

Sigh... blackeyed
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rickroyal:
Flux is the only state in which living is worthwhile. To not be a constant state a change is to be stagnant, which is little better than death. I'm sorry to hear that your current changes are causing you some manner of pain; though it is often what compels growth.

I tend not to think of people in to disparate groups along the gender lines. Seems better to think of individuals. I get tired of certain people, but I usually don't extrapolate that to their gender as a whole. I realize that's not what you were saying, but it just got me thinking.

I'd imagine that "medically researched" within that context means someone who knew where the prostate was took a look at the device and said, "that might feel good."
Mar 8, 2004
scattershot:
oh man, flux is the only way I know how to live. between happy and sad. and I could speak for hours and hours about religion and god and blah blah blah for both sides of the arguement. but my belief is this. There HAS to be something else other than this .. because if there isn't than this is a severe waste of time. Each little insignifigant life outweighs the minority of people that acctually make something out of their lives. and if this is all we have than we are going about it the entirely wrong way if all we care about is working our butts off for the dollar.
Mar 9, 2004

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