mutal8

Dear God,

i love the learning channel. right now, i'm watching doctors back this guy's finger and leg. chunks of flesh now back together.

i don't want to work tomorrow or the next or the day after that. never again. i want to crawl into a little hole and not worry about anything any more. eh, i'll just make myself some eggs, toast, and coffee in the morning.

i don't see my friends enough, well, it's best this way because being with people for too long can do things to your head.

i don't care about parties i'd rather be in my bed sleeping comfortably or talking to people i like talking to. having a rational conversation can be good.

i don't know about this new design on sg. i like the new little features but the whole look is like websites for dummies. everything is oversized and more blocky. also, everything blends in too much so it kind of get confusing. yeah, it's gonna be good. i'm a basterd.

i think it's exactly one year since my friend from high school overdosed in his apartment. i remember when his roommates called me just as i got off work to tell me that they found his body in his room. i didn't know what to do so i just wondered in sf for the entire evening until i decided to go to the apartment with his roommates, who are also friends from high school. it felt wrong for little while to mention our friend's name.

i'm making a mix cd filled with depressing music because i like listening to depressing music.
roxy music - more than this
ween - i'll miss you
elliott smith - a distorted reality
sebadoh - spoiled
XTC - dear god
wire - the 15th
clinic - porno
beck - it's all in your head
my bloody velentine - lose my breath
sonic youth - Schizophrenia
joy devision - decades
roy orbison - in dreams
aphex twin - fingerbib
brian eno -by this river
the curtains - saga
deerhoof - apple bomb


sincerely
Mtal8