mutal8

i can't sleep so i'm up drinking and smoking cigarettes. i just finished my cigarettes and i'm running out of alcohol.

i'm listening to a lot of my bloody valentine. i just bought their "isn't anything" and i can't get any of the songs out of my head. i have to live and breath these for a while.

i'm a music bitch or a scene chaser as some people have called me. i get excited when there are people interested in the same stuff i am really like.

is there anyway to post video or music on this bitch? i really like to some cool stuff, well, things i think that are cool.

eh, i'm too drunk to write anymore rediculous thoughts.

here's a song that keeps popping in my head.

my bloody valentine
soft as snow(but warm inside)

Soft as snow but warm inside
Penetrate you cannot hide
Feeling lost forever
Really need you
Feeling dark and feeling true
This is all I ever knew
Soft as skin in leather
And I whisper you
Harder you come down on me
Sink away you look happily
Secrets keep forever
Theyre undressing me
Come inside its warm in here
Better now to have no fear
Carried on a wave
(where it can lead) you
Touch your head, then your hair
Softer, softer everywhere
Fingertips are burning
Can I touch you there
Soft as velvet eyes can see
Bring me close to ecstacy
High away to heaven
And Im coming too
Float now coming down on me
Handed you what I cannot see
Feel the big happy, youre exploding me

Soft as snow and warm inside
Penetrate then redivide
Slip away forever
(do we) need you