So I got fired today. I bitched out my boss. Yay for that. I didn't really need the job right now anyway as it just provided play money. I live off of student loans pretty much. It'll be nice to have the extra time to get caught up with my studies and possibly play more video games. I was getting really stressed out anyway and...
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dreu:
Um, I guess I am shocked about your "behavior". When are you going to learn Autocad and come work for us?
So I watched the movie Irreversible. Definitely one of the more disturbing movies I've seen. I don't recommend it and I'm not going to watch it again. I kind of want to watch the first again because it was very hard to tell what was going on. The director did it intentionally. Hell the first half of the movie looks like it was directed by...
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aryx:
I had a hard time with it until I realized it was in the same style as Memento, as far as running backwards. I got tired of it about half way through, then just fast forwarded it through the rest of the movie. Then I watched all the behind-the-scenes stuff and was amazed that even knowing all that stuff they went through, and knowing all about movie-stuff anyway, that it still instilled that same reaction in me.
It's been a good four or five months since I watched it, and I'm still not ready to see it again.
It's been a good four or five months since I watched it, and I'm still not ready to see it again.
dreu:
Dude, I am really digging the Axis CD. More later...
Wow. So I jsut had this huge post written out about music and how shitty my day has been and then I accidentally hit ctrl and my browser closed. No clue how that happened. Real pisser.
I feel very sad that the primary reason I watch Dethklok is for the music. I can't stand the death metal growl but man I love metal guitar and double bass drums. And those synth pads they always back the music with.
Today's topic: Influence! Are you above? Or below?
But seriously, influence is always so crazy. I swear my mind comes to this subject at least once a year and stays on it for a month because I'm always amazed at how easily we all influence each other.
My mind came to this topic today when I cleaned my room. I noticed my mind was feeling...
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But seriously, influence is always so crazy. I swear my mind comes to this subject at least once a year and stays on it for a month because I'm always amazed at how easily we all influence each other.
My mind came to this topic today when I cleaned my room. I noticed my mind was feeling...
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Let's see how long I can stay coherrent in this post. I just took a melatonin and some nyquil. Actually now that I started writing this that might have been all I wanted to say. Today was a really good day aside from the allergies part. And I bought a better speaker cabinet for my guitar for a great price from an EZ Pawn. I...
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dreu:
Did you know you can spy on people on SG by going to their profile and clicking on comments? I did this on yours to go see the little argument you got into. It wasn't too bad of an argument.
Anyway, when I am in this situation I look to see if the person is attacking me personally or just stating an opinion that I don't agree with or even an opinion that I just don't like. Most of the time it turns out that I am angered by someone not agreeing with me, which is irrational, and not the American way, right?
And the "I am better than you" thoughts you have are good healthy thoughts to have internally. But I think it would be anti-social to share them with anyone other than a close friend, even an anonymous person. But I do really believe that part of good self-esteem includes being cocky and confident about your own talents within your own mind.
One last thought, a cynical one, the older I am the more I have come to realize life is just easier the more you kiss ass.
Anyway, when I am in this situation I look to see if the person is attacking me personally or just stating an opinion that I don't agree with or even an opinion that I just don't like. Most of the time it turns out that I am angered by someone not agreeing with me, which is irrational, and not the American way, right?
And the "I am better than you" thoughts you have are good healthy thoughts to have internally. But I think it would be anti-social to share them with anyone other than a close friend, even an anonymous person. But I do really believe that part of good self-esteem includes being cocky and confident about your own talents within your own mind.
One last thought, a cynical one, the older I am the more I have come to realize life is just easier the more you kiss ass.
Okay so its soul searching time for me. I've decided I need to reconstruct the way I view the world. I normally don't post these things on blogs but SG is the world I interact with least. You'd think I'd have more to say about it than that but I don't.
There this comic I heard about. Its called Idioacracy or something like that. From the guy who did Office Space and Beavis and Butthead and King of the Hill. A janitor gets frozen for something like 1500 years and wakes up in the future where he is the smartest human being in the world. Why is he the smartest? Because smart people have been bred...
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dreu:
It could really happen.
So I'm sick at home today. Wasting time. I emailed my professors and got some test scores back. 89 in Statics. C in Differential Equantions. I knew the Differential Equations one was going to bad. There were two problems that I just completely forgot how to arrange and unfortunately they were both worth 20 points. Go me. Still waiting on Physics 2 although I'm expecting...
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You know I think I really just joined this site to have a journal that none of the people I hang out with regularly would read.
I'm tired of never having a day where there are no demands of me. I used to make it a point to have one whole day off from any responsibility or obligation. I haven't had one in a long...
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I'm tired of never having a day where there are no demands of me. I used to make it a point to have one whole day off from any responsibility or obligation. I haven't had one in a long...
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