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Sigh. Beating myself really doesn't solve anything but it always just seems so right. Techincally I'm really just creating a vicious circle for myself. I fuck up in life and then I punish myself with massive mental anguish. Then I do the same fuck up again. Why? Because I created some type of balanced system where I get some adequate form of discipline counter to...
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And then some days you wake up and realize its not the world you hate, but every particle and ether and cavity and appendage that comprises your body. You realize that your position in life, all those blantantly stupid meanderings were all caused by this subconscious hatred of yourself. The theater's glowing box saps the living wisdom out of your ass. Self inflicted waste. Used...
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dreu:
If I was your grade school teacher I would make you write "I am not a social outcast" on the chalkboard 200 times.
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Man people piss me off. Its amazing how living in your own microcosm composed of your own friends can give you such a happy outlook on life. And then you go and talk to someone you stopped talking to. And then you remember why you stopped talking to them. That unwillingness to argue. You know what I do with those people? I push hard. Its...
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bodhistarr:
I feel the same way about the word drama as you do about the word scene.

I become highly irritable when the word drama is mentioned, even in referance to theatre.

Interesting comic. I dunno if I entirely agree. But I have no evidence to defend or oppose the statement. Yep.
dreu:
"Some people love their enemies." That is very profound, I am going to remember that for a long time.

Check your gmail. I sent ya one.

I'm headed to Tucson for two days.

I've been thinking about renting some old Julia Stiles DVD's wink Have you seen The Business of Strangers? Bizarre but interesting.

-Dreu
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So I was thinking, as much as I like looking at naked girls, I really am part of the problem in being on this website. I've noticed a big trend on the SG's. A lot of them join around 19 or 20 and then they get to mid-twenties and start wanting out of the site. My initial guess would be that they originally joined for...
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What would happen if we all died? No one on here would ever know. Well hardly anyone. I keep thinking about touring with my band and wonder of the chances of running into a girl I've never met but seen naked. God, I wonder what that must be like for the girls? To be these objects of virtual lust. Maybe have someone someday approach you...
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Its weird. I've been on a day time schedule naturally latey which is really weird for me when school isn't going on. Its good. But I was completely trashed just five hours ago and I'm already up and mostly awake. Haven't done that in a while.

Just so everyone knows, the Nintendo Wii with two controllers is a party in a box. I feel like...
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dreu:
Sonic Youth - The Destroyed Room - B-sides and Rarities

Have a good week!
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I am the tired. I did a lot today, like spend $600 on books. Well okay technically one isn't a book, its a brown sealed box that says I can't take it back if I open it. I also visited Dreu at his office and a good burgerwith him. Then I played with my nephew and niece and got my hair cut and worked on...
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cptpyjama:
Thank you smile
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Man I'm ready for school to start just to have something to occupy my mind. All I've done this week is play games. Hell that's what I did New Year's Eve too. I went over to a friend's and brought two of my computers and my Nintendo Wii. Wii sports is a lot of fun when you have more than one controller. It was an...
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cptpyjama:
Yes, stop bitching, my brother was meant to get a Wii for Christmas and now he won't get it until after I've gone back to uni, you lucky whatsit... nahhh, just kidding. You'll find someone, probably when you least except it.
dreu:
I am just now getting time to comment on your "Queen is good" comment in your last blog.

I agree they were revolutionary and excellent. To this day I find it amazing that Queen became famous by appealing to the hard rock guys, people that listen to Lynyrd Skynyrd and such. Queen helped bring a lot of theatrics and showiness into rock-and-roll and made it more interesting.

I am confused about if the hard rock guys that bought Queen records back in the 70's were oblivious to all the gay stuff or if they thought it didn't matter. I think a lot of them were oblivous to it, but that's hard to believe. But those were different times, there were no gay characters on television yet, etc. etc. I do remember when it became public that Freddie Mercury had AIDS (the term HIV+ was not common language back then) that sales dropped off here in the U.S. they all tried to keep it a secret because they knew this would happen.

Another related observation, when I was growing up in the 80's, where I came from, you were considered gay if you listened to Duran Duran but you were cool if you listened to Styx. But musically Duran Duran is less flamboyant. I guess it was the makeup that mattered.

P.S. Have you ever listened to Muse? They remind me of Queen.
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Yeah I keep meaning to update and I'm a bit of a mood oriented person on this updating thing and I really haven't been in the mood and I'm still not but I figure I should and maybe the mood will happen or something like that. Caffiene makes for run on sentences.

Queen is good. I saw were Freddie Mercury supposed died in England (its...
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I'm a little drunk. Not much, but a little. So I figure I'll start typing and see what comes out. This is also my excuse for any typos this round.

First off in response to an message from one of my two friends, next semester I will be taking Linear Algebra, Experimental Methods I, Intro to Electrical Science, Digital Logic Design, and Thermodynamics. Man I'm...
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dreu:
I never took Linear Algebra but I don't think the others will be too bad. Although that is a very heavy load. I think with Thermo you will really need to keep up with the homework or you could get lost (as anyone would).

I am with you on doing another Tulsa SG-er lunch. I think we will be able to get at least four people this time smile. I am waiting until the office move is over to add any optional stuff to my calendar. I think January sometime would be good.

aimtoappease:
Well thank you, kind sir. smile

And having an extra booked life is always better than sitting around doing nothing-that's what I think anyway-or that's what I tell myself!! whatever

I hope you have an excellent Christmas! ARRR!!!