My loneliness is the price I pay for my art.... MWAHAHAHAHAHA! That quote cracks me up. Its so stupid and pathetic yet somewhat true. No don't get me wrong. I'm not saying throw a pity party for anyone. I'll get to what I'm saying in a minute.
So I have a weird process for writing music. Its really not much of a process. But most of it involves accentuating the bad things that happen to me so I'll be miserable and write and emotionally drenched and disturbing song. Granted not all of my music goes for the disturbing feel, but Stories sure as hell did.
Now I'm not saying miserable things don't happen to me on occasion. But I am saying I'm done with it. I'm done with the hate and the jealousy and the stress. At least for now. I've been this way for too long. Way too long. I'm here. I may as well make the most of it.
You know what the worst part about reading my blogs are? As insightful as they can be to how I think they really aren't insightful to how I act or react in real life. I have a lot of thoughts. Constantly. And what's on here is just the vent.
So I have a weird process for writing music. Its really not much of a process. But most of it involves accentuating the bad things that happen to me so I'll be miserable and write and emotionally drenched and disturbing song. Granted not all of my music goes for the disturbing feel, but Stories sure as hell did.
Now I'm not saying miserable things don't happen to me on occasion. But I am saying I'm done with it. I'm done with the hate and the jealousy and the stress. At least for now. I've been this way for too long. Way too long. I'm here. I may as well make the most of it.
You know what the worst part about reading my blogs are? As insightful as they can be to how I think they really aren't insightful to how I act or react in real life. I have a lot of thoughts. Constantly. And what's on here is just the vent.
Did you get caught up on EE labs?