Tonight I worked on Physics 2 and Differential Equations homework and then went to work on production on an Axis song called "The End". I was perfectly fine doing this. After words I had my first alcoholic beverage in 41 days. I did not get drunk. And I watched the Venture Brothers. This is an okay evening for me. This is my life. I work on music. I work on school. I generally am working on something.
But when the people around me start whiinng about having a boring Halloween weekend, it starts getting to me. I remember the parties and the excessive drinking and the staying up until dawn and waking up at 4 and the fact that I haven't had sex in a year and a half and that I haven't met a female that wasn't even remotely interesting in several years. If I can't resist temptation then I can at least avoid the situation where the temptation lies. I really don't have time that stuff in life and I'm generally fine if I don't think about it as a possible reality for me.
One of my friends showed up drunk as hell. He had just broken up with a girl he had dated for a year or so a couple days ago. Evidently there was some private party at the Brady and he kept going on and on about how there were all these incredibly hot girls there and how he wished he was feeling better emotionally to have a one night stand with him. Literally, there was around 30 minutes of him repeating this. Repeating yourself is a sign you're an alcoholic. Well I can't really get mad at him for my weak points. Well I can but it wouldn't be right.
Oh well. Alcohol and me whining must go together. Its way past my bedtime. I have band practice tomorrow bright and early. Or I have waiting in line to preorder a PS3 so I can sell it on ebay waiting on me.
But when the people around me start whiinng about having a boring Halloween weekend, it starts getting to me. I remember the parties and the excessive drinking and the staying up until dawn and waking up at 4 and the fact that I haven't had sex in a year and a half and that I haven't met a female that wasn't even remotely interesting in several years. If I can't resist temptation then I can at least avoid the situation where the temptation lies. I really don't have time that stuff in life and I'm generally fine if I don't think about it as a possible reality for me.
One of my friends showed up drunk as hell. He had just broken up with a girl he had dated for a year or so a couple days ago. Evidently there was some private party at the Brady and he kept going on and on about how there were all these incredibly hot girls there and how he wished he was feeling better emotionally to have a one night stand with him. Literally, there was around 30 minutes of him repeating this. Repeating yourself is a sign you're an alcoholic. Well I can't really get mad at him for my weak points. Well I can but it wouldn't be right.
Oh well. Alcohol and me whining must go together. Its way past my bedtime. I have band practice tomorrow bright and early. Or I have waiting in line to preorder a PS3 so I can sell it on ebay waiting on me.