Wow. So I jsut had this huge post written out about music and how shitty my day has been and then I accidentally hit ctrl and my browser closed. No clue how that happened. Real pisser.
I feel very sad that the primary reason I watch Dethklok is for the music. I can't stand the death metal growl but man I love metal guitar and double bass drums. And those synth pads they always back the music with.
Today's topic: Influence! Are you above? Or below?
But seriously, influence is always so crazy. I swear my mind comes to this subject at least once a year and stays on it for a month because I'm always amazed at how easily we all influence each other.
My mind came to this topic today when I cleaned my room. I noticed my mind was feeling...
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But seriously, influence is always so crazy. I swear my mind comes to this subject at least once a year and stays on it for a month because I'm always amazed at how easily we all influence each other.
My mind came to this topic today when I cleaned my room. I noticed my mind was feeling...
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Let's see how long I can stay coherrent in this post. I just took a melatonin and some nyquil. Actually now that I started writing this that might have been all I wanted to say. Today was a really good day aside from the allergies part. And I bought a better speaker cabinet for my guitar for a great price from an EZ Pawn. I...
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dreu:
Did you know you can spy on people on SG by going to their profile and clicking on comments? I did this on yours to go see the little argument you got into. It wasn't too bad of an argument.
Anyway, when I am in this situation I look to see if the person is attacking me personally or just stating an opinion that I don't agree with or even an opinion that I just don't like. Most of the time it turns out that I am angered by someone not agreeing with me, which is irrational, and not the American way, right?
And the "I am better than you" thoughts you have are good healthy thoughts to have internally. But I think it would be anti-social to share them with anyone other than a close friend, even an anonymous person. But I do really believe that part of good self-esteem includes being cocky and confident about your own talents within your own mind.
One last thought, a cynical one, the older I am the more I have come to realize life is just easier the more you kiss ass.
Anyway, when I am in this situation I look to see if the person is attacking me personally or just stating an opinion that I don't agree with or even an opinion that I just don't like. Most of the time it turns out that I am angered by someone not agreeing with me, which is irrational, and not the American way, right?
And the "I am better than you" thoughts you have are good healthy thoughts to have internally. But I think it would be anti-social to share them with anyone other than a close friend, even an anonymous person. But I do really believe that part of good self-esteem includes being cocky and confident about your own talents within your own mind.
One last thought, a cynical one, the older I am the more I have come to realize life is just easier the more you kiss ass.
Okay so its soul searching time for me. I've decided I need to reconstruct the way I view the world. I normally don't post these things on blogs but SG is the world I interact with least. You'd think I'd have more to say about it than that but I don't.
There this comic I heard about. Its called Idioacracy or something like that. From the guy who did Office Space and Beavis and Butthead and King of the Hill. A janitor gets frozen for something like 1500 years and wakes up in the future where he is the smartest human being in the world. Why is he the smartest? Because smart people have been bred...
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dreu:
It could really happen.
So I'm sick at home today. Wasting time. I emailed my professors and got some test scores back. 89 in Statics. C in Differential Equantions. I knew the Differential Equations one was going to bad. There were two problems that I just completely forgot how to arrange and unfortunately they were both worth 20 points. Go me. Still waiting on Physics 2 although I'm expecting...
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You know I think I really just joined this site to have a journal that none of the people I hang out with regularly would read.
I'm tired of never having a day where there are no demands of me. I used to make it a point to have one whole day off from any responsibility or obligation. I haven't had one in a long...
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I'm tired of never having a day where there are no demands of me. I used to make it a point to have one whole day off from any responsibility or obligation. I haven't had one in a long...
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Today was a shitty day. No that's not quite accurate because it wasn't the day that was shitty. The problem with half of the stuff I want to write down in my head is it sounds crazy. And not just crazy but a typical crazy or a fake crazy. I just get really down sometimes and this is one of those times. My mind goes...
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My favorite weather just happened. Its that calm before the storm. Everything's still light but the sky is covered in rolling clouds. A nice breeze comes out. Maybe a little thunder. All that premonition. Its like its all going to end and then all it does is rain like a little bitch.
I feel like I should update. Not much to say though.
Took two tests today. Statics and Differential Equations. Engineering Physics 2 test is tomorrow.
I've had some weird dreams lately. In one, God told me that he made a gamble with the devil. Whoever gets the most souls gets to rule. And that now it was too late and the devil won. I felt...
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Took two tests today. Statics and Differential Equations. Engineering Physics 2 test is tomorrow.
I've had some weird dreams lately. In one, God told me that he made a gamble with the devil. Whoever gets the most souls gets to rule. And that now it was too late and the devil won. I felt...
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One more thing. I'm not allowed to use the word 'man' anymore.