musical_poet

Thank you Lee, Roxiekill..for everything, even Chomper

I complain a lot on this site and a lot of people don't like me on here, all I've ever wanted was love and acceptance from people. I'm a really nice, caring, loving person in real life and my friends offline will tell you so. They know the REAL me.

I've always had a lot of trouble with women since I was 13, having no girlfriend until I was 19, then losing the love of my life, to be single for several years, even up until now.

I've complained a lot about people not commented on my blogs and, as many have said to me on here..bitching and moaning a lot. Well...I'M SORRY!! for being a self-centered, non-caring creepy (as some have said) on here. I don't expect people to feel sorry for me. I've already a few friends on here who have hit the ignore button cuz they don't want any part of my drama. I'm human, I have feelings, I have stuff I need to work on, I'm not perfect. If I was perfect I'd have everything that I could ever want and be happy.

What makes me happy:

My family
the few close friends I have
and music

I seem to be burden to people...I dunno, maybe I am crazy, maybe I just need love, who knows. I don't know what to do with myself anymore, I'll battle my own demons. I apologize for everything that I have done to piss people off on here.