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Ya know it seems I'm always complaining about my relationships on here. About how my relationships suck, and how shitty people treat me, and oh how could this be. Well after 4 years of just getting shit on. I honestly feel nothing anymore. I've become so numb, nothing seems to hurt anymore. I've been cheated on, lied to, dumped cause I was unemployed for a month or two, all of these things times 4. And by the same girl. And each time she crawled back, and I took her back with open arms, putting aside everything that had happend for her. Now she no longer sees me in her life, yet also says she can't picture herself with anyone else. That is a good sum up of our relationship, a rollercoaster ride. I put everything I had into her. Driving two hours to see her, back and fourth, back and fourth. She never once took a bus or a train to come see me. Anyway I'm rambling on about her, so I guess I feel something. Haha.

Anyway I say this cause I wish that someone would sweep me off my feet like I deserve. Haha. I know this wont happen cause I'm the guy. But I would be nice. All I ever wanted was a partner in life, someone to share all my experiences with, who would just be there for me, no matter what. Someone who will love me back. Unconditionally!! Does this even exist? I'm seriously doubting the human race. Is there such thing as always faithful anymore, or do I have this tattoo for nothing! I'm not getting any younger, 27 is the new 30, I'd like to have kids before my hair goes grey. Hahahaha. Dammit life. Your being a bitch!

And I don't want to leave on sour note. So here are some pics. Enjoy. Ones grumpy cat, one is a tattoo idea, one is something I wish I had, the other is my vinyl toy collection.

Cheers
-matt