I emailed an ex today. One I fucked over in a way. A long time ago. More than 6 years to be exact. Surprisingly, he wrote back. Simple and sweet. It's strange... it's just over and somewhat friendly, something I never thought we could be.
This feeling is odd. I was thinking of him the other night and how at one point we wanted to kill each other as we slept next to each other. Any hard times that we would of come across, I felt that I could have conquered. Not true, because shortly after I broke up with him I had a nervous break down. I guess it was a time that I needed to go through, and BECAUSE OF HIM AND THAT TIME, Tom Waits and Manhattans will forever hold a special place in my heart.
I don't want to date anyone. I just want to grow on my own and hold my friends close to me. I'm happy that he's happy. I'm happy that I'm finding happiness.
I won't be alone forever, just right now. I need to be young and get things together in my life.
I need communication for things to work in my life. No accusations. No ifs. No maybes. That isn't around right now with anyone I have come across and I refuse to settle.
This feeling is odd. I was thinking of him the other night and how at one point we wanted to kill each other as we slept next to each other. Any hard times that we would of come across, I felt that I could have conquered. Not true, because shortly after I broke up with him I had a nervous break down. I guess it was a time that I needed to go through, and BECAUSE OF HIM AND THAT TIME, Tom Waits and Manhattans will forever hold a special place in my heart.
I don't want to date anyone. I just want to grow on my own and hold my friends close to me. I'm happy that he's happy. I'm happy that I'm finding happiness.
I won't be alone forever, just right now. I need to be young and get things together in my life.
I need communication for things to work in my life. No accusations. No ifs. No maybes. That isn't around right now with anyone I have come across and I refuse to settle.
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I love getting resolution on those kinds of things. Last week I replied to an e-mail I received almost five years ago in a bid to mend a friendship that ended on a kind of sour note. Obviously we're never going to be bestest friends again, but it's nice to know there are no hard feelings.
And yay for a refusal to settle!