On the phone until 2am, talking to a friend about the last few days. A little sad. A little disappointed. I'm just tired.
My roomie and the girl went out. I hope it works for them. I have nothing left to be bitter about. A conversation this weekend some how helped me let go. I haven't had any proper sleep in a couple of days and things are so confusing and blending into one long day that has seemed to last 3 and a half days.
I cut my hair, finished my last cigarette. I'm done. I quit. I'm tired of waking up with a sore throat and feeling the need to have a cigarette in my hand because things are not going according to plan in my life.
I don't even know what I'm looking for. Comfort. A way out of this town where I'm unhappy. Stuffed spinach pizza. A hug. A long walk with a friend and a cup of coffee. Not to be misunderstood the last couple of days.
I'm not sad, just thinking about changes. Spring is so close I can feel it. Things are getting better.
Maybe a road trip is in order with a friend (friends??).
My roomie and the girl went out. I hope it works for them. I have nothing left to be bitter about. A conversation this weekend some how helped me let go. I haven't had any proper sleep in a couple of days and things are so confusing and blending into one long day that has seemed to last 3 and a half days.
I cut my hair, finished my last cigarette. I'm done. I quit. I'm tired of waking up with a sore throat and feeling the need to have a cigarette in my hand because things are not going according to plan in my life.
I don't even know what I'm looking for. Comfort. A way out of this town where I'm unhappy. Stuffed spinach pizza. A hug. A long walk with a friend and a cup of coffee. Not to be misunderstood the last couple of days.
I'm not sad, just thinking about changes. Spring is so close I can feel it. Things are getting better.
Maybe a road trip is in order with a friend (friends??).
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