muse25

not that anyone cares...lol....but Ive been free from nonprescription drugs for over a week.

I almost cracked and dropped E one day....but I didnt.

no vikes and no OC's. Im trying to help someone close to me quit.....and I would be a hypocrite if I helped him while doing anything myself....

so there it is.

I have another friend who is so addicted....I feel that he is lost. Its beyond control...and only he can help himself now. I can not do any sort of intervention....because if it gets out that he has a prob ...he WILL lose his job...and it WILL be a BIG thing because of "what" he does for as living.

It really sucks......and Im cleaning up my act.....so maybe I can show my friends that its possible. I never had a prob...I only played for a good time....my "friend" actually went through rough withdrawals when we stopped together. It kinda freaked me the fuck out.

so. Im going to chill now....big day tuesday. cuzzzz I got Labor Day off!!! and I wasnt suppose to!!! wohooooo!!!!

and it was fun!

Now back to the grind..... oh well.

so is life