Thursday Apr 28, 2005

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its 7:30 am....I came home at 3am....can anyone tell me what the fuck am I doing up?

damnit...my body is so use to getting up early....this blows.

last night I partied it up at a bar call Okies in Narragansett.....I got hit on like CRAZY!!!!!! biggrin I loved it!

Todd was there...but since he never touches me ...no one knew that we came together. Sad huh?! I had to turn down some MAJOR hotties....

I think I may have shed a tear too when I had to decline dancing with this one cute boy....btw...todd just happened to be sitting next to me talking to someone....and he didnt even notice. whatever

gee....he makes me feel so special. puke

so here I am.....tired as fuck...and its my day off. I dont have any jobs to start till sunday...then I have two major bitches to rip and lay. Im talking about roofing...not rape (just in case someone new looks at this lol)

blah....I feel trapped in this relationship. I cant shake the feeling. Why is it so hard to find a cute boy to have fun with and have sex with? IM A CATCH!! lol....jk.

random fact.....never say "who wants shots?!" when at a party....I spent 45 bucks a round.....now im poor. And I dont even know 1/3 of the people that I liqoured up.......oh well....

say-la-vi'

(spelling?) sound it out wink
dr_pwnage:
c'est la vie

smile

when it's over...you will be happy.
thetotalm:
you are a catch and dont ever forget that.....obvously there are tons of guys that feel that way...maybe its time had that hard talk with todd. If you need support I'll be there for you in an instant.

-T

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