sometimes i get really moody and become all antisocial...like say for the entire past week or so. i need to get over that. one day i hope to make out of puberty.....haha....yeah, well i don't know why i'm so angsty at 24..............................oh goddamnit...did i say 24? i'm a few months into it and it still hasn't quite hit me.
ack...i'm now at the stage of only loathing future birthdays....but still when i go out people think i'm around 17.....hahaha, i find that funny...but maybe a little embarrassing....but at the same time maybe even flattering. the most recent example was when i saw sin city the other week,. the guy at the ticket booth sounded like he was going to ask me for my id.....but because i started laughing so loudly and told him how old i really am he layed off.....good thing too because i left my id in the car.
i suppose voltaire was right (not ours....projekt's voltaire) when he said that the downside of being a "candy goth" (which is what i could most easily be classified as, along with "ether" and "romanti") is that you're still being carded at thirty....i could see that happening.....but i'm not going to change my wardrobe just becasue people keep mistaking me for a teenager. maybe its not really such a bad thing.....yet
....speaking of puberty and teenagerness.....i think its really weird how my boobs have grown so much over the past few months. Yep...... seriously....i thought they were supposed to be done by the time you turn 22. I've gone from a A to a full blown B.....hey, that may not sound like a lot but to me it feels like a huge difference......like huge handfuls of a difference.
i couldn't say if there's a differnce from how they were in my first set and how they are now becasue i'm unable to look at it (corrupt folder or some bs with my computer) but i have a feeling my set will be up soon.....or at least i hope it will be......i've already made another which is ready to send in at a moments notice, plus i have lots more set ideas that i've been working out in my head.....real creative stuff. my first set is okay but nothing too special....i made it before i saw what sort of things the other girls did so i wasn't sure which route to take. At any rate, i'm excited.
ack...i'm now at the stage of only loathing future birthdays....but still when i go out people think i'm around 17.....hahaha, i find that funny...but maybe a little embarrassing....but at the same time maybe even flattering. the most recent example was when i saw sin city the other week,. the guy at the ticket booth sounded like he was going to ask me for my id.....but because i started laughing so loudly and told him how old i really am he layed off.....good thing too because i left my id in the car.
i suppose voltaire was right (not ours....projekt's voltaire) when he said that the downside of being a "candy goth" (which is what i could most easily be classified as, along with "ether" and "romanti") is that you're still being carded at thirty....i could see that happening.....but i'm not going to change my wardrobe just becasue people keep mistaking me for a teenager. maybe its not really such a bad thing.....yet
....speaking of puberty and teenagerness.....i think its really weird how my boobs have grown so much over the past few months. Yep...... seriously....i thought they were supposed to be done by the time you turn 22. I've gone from a A to a full blown B.....hey, that may not sound like a lot but to me it feels like a huge difference......like huge handfuls of a difference.
i couldn't say if there's a differnce from how they were in my first set and how they are now becasue i'm unable to look at it (corrupt folder or some bs with my computer) but i have a feeling my set will be up soon.....or at least i hope it will be......i've already made another which is ready to send in at a moments notice, plus i have lots more set ideas that i've been working out in my head.....real creative stuff. my first set is okay but nothing too special....i made it before i saw what sort of things the other girls did so i wasn't sure which route to take. At any rate, i'm excited.
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oh sorry just thinkin, as long as you are not hot topic goth it is ok. my problem is that all the people around me that are "goth" are auctually like 13 -15 and it sux i hate hot topic for corrupting those kids now i have to ask for id just to talk to a gurl, man it can get annoying to talk to someone and then they say they have to meet with their parents. I don't mind parents until i find out their kid is 15 cause then i feel like a pedifile