Hello my sweet friends! Today I'm not so good...I'm feeling blue, a bit. I have so many things to pay...and, for the first time, I'm really scared to not be able to do it. Bills, rent, shop rent...as I said in my last blogpost, a loooot of money. I really don't like to complain myself, but this time I feel really nervous about it. Become a fashion designer it's still my dreams, but sometimes I think maybe I'm not rich enough for now...marketing stuff, promoting the brand, buy new fabrics...plus everything I need to survive (and live, sometimes!). Maybe now it's really too much. I don't know what to do, I feel lost sometimes. Sorry, I don't want to look pathetic, I'm just sad and I know you guys will be here to listen to me...and it's great. Seriously, when I first visit this website, I could never imagine how many great people I will find here. It's one of the most amazing things of SG ♥ great people, lovely girls, and most of all with badass tattoos ahahah jokin', but it's true that you all are amazing! Read your swwet comments, or just see you liked one of my pics...it make me feel a little bit less alone! A little pic t say thank you all guys, it definetelly not enough but it's a start..
...it was taken some weeks ago, when I performed burlesque at a private party ♥ it makes me smile, that's way I posted it...it make me remind I could do a lot of things, and that one way or another I will get out from this shitty period! (...well, if someone would like to explain to my homeowner to not get mad if I couldn't give her the rent his month...beacusa I'm sad and all this stuff...well, it will be great! )
Talking about more pleasent things....tomorrow I'll be at my tea party, so this afternoon I baked a lot of vegan muffin! Yummi! Apple and cinnamon, pear and chocolate, banana and coconut, and cherry! Can't wait for this, I really hope everything will be fine! A pic of some of my babies (apple and cinnamon ones)...
My set "Twinkle lights" is going great, I never expected so much love...thank you again!! If you like, maybe you could share some pics you particularelly love! Please don't think I'm begging free spam ahahah just if you like! Here you can see the entire set...
Hope you all had a great day! what are you gonna do tonight? I definetelly need to go out...see new faces, meet new people...fresh air! Hope it will take me a nea smile :-)
A lot of love to all of you my sweeties!
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