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Sugar free red bull, Adderall, and dreams brownies. That is what my weekend holds in store for me. I really need some time play the night away in NOLA. I plan on getting into some trouble in some titty bar. LOL! I will make sure to up load some pics and post a fun blog about it!!

Well after taking a very long break from the social world I have poked my newly red head out into it again.

I needed a change. I got rid of a lot of toxic people in my life. A lot of things became much clearer. I found out that a guy I knew (and no longer associate with) raped a girl at gun point and...
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2 posts in one day. Guess I am feeling lonely, even though I seem to be surrounded by people. I managed to piss off J2 tonight. She is at work and I am at home. I know being a cop is stressful so I just let her go. She got her orders to deploy before very much longer. That really sucks. She is so sweet...
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I didn't realize it had been so long since I have written on here. I guess I have kinda buried myself within myself. Sometimes I have to step back and be quiet. So much is going on in my personal life. It seems like I am being pulled in 4 different directions all the time. Someone wants me to be with them, someone expects me...
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So I am trying to be more open to people. I have started telling J2 one thing a day about me. I want to let some one get to know me. Everytime I text it, I feel like I could puke.

I have spent the weekend in bed with N and K2. I feel sore all over. Hehe. It is wonderful! No news from my J. I am not sure what is up with her. Sometimes I think she is afraid of everything people say about being gay in the small fucking town. Fuck it. If it is, it is. If not, I am sure I...
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I started back to the gym lastnight. I am not sure if I should be happy or sad. I have been laying out for about a month. It is very easy to become lazy. And thanks to my best guy friend (who just text me that today was salad day for lunch), I am getting off my lazy ass. I would like to be able...
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What a weekend!! I rode to the coast this past yesterday. Everything was going great until I got right outside of the city! A horrible storm came rolling in. I got soaked and ended up having to stop in a local store and buy new clothes. LOL!

J text me this afternoon. I have been not paying her as much attention. She seems to be...
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How to break up with a girl you have had one date with?

I am back in town finally. Oh how I have missed my house a SG people!! But I come back with a problem. Every morning I get a message from a girl ( not J) that I went on 1 date with. She calls me beautiful and tells me house much she...
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Girl, you are driving me nuts! What have you done to this hard ass!?! You have me melting at you feet. All I can think about is being with you. Damn, why do you have to make me want you so much? I feel like I am going crazy. I have never felt this way about someone. It sucks that I am pretty sure you...
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