Hello any and all that may be interested in my feeble rantings................
Well I am FINALLY starting to come to grips with the loss of my dear friends. 1 human 1 dog for those of you that fail to keep up with my boring life.. HE HE . Even though I miss them every fucking day, and not a day goes by that I am not thinking of them, I really believe that they have went to a better place. And lately I have been thinking with the way my life CONTINUES to SUCK ASS!!!!! Maybe, just maybe I should join them soon. I am not so much talking about doing myself in, but lately my health has continued to get worse, not to mention the ongoing pain I continue to feel on a day to day basis. And I have just been thinking that maybe I could join my friends soon in dealth and be much better off as well as the ones around me that continue to watch me suffer. Just a thought lately. Can ya tell I am not in the best of moods lately?? Well DUH!!!! LOL,LOL I am just at my wits end. I don't know what or HOW to want to continue on anymore....................I feel that my life is pretty much over, its just trying to figure out how the hell to do things the right way. Oh well, I guess that sooner or later things have a way of working themselves out. Sorry for the gloomy post all, but its the way I have been feeling and I don't know what I can do to pull out so I figure I will just roll with it for a while. And if worse comes to worse, I do have MANY prescription drugs available to get the job done, later folks, best to anyone who chooses to read my rantings.......................
Well I am FINALLY starting to come to grips with the loss of my dear friends. 1 human 1 dog for those of you that fail to keep up with my boring life.. HE HE . Even though I miss them every fucking day, and not a day goes by that I am not thinking of them, I really believe that they have went to a better place. And lately I have been thinking with the way my life CONTINUES to SUCK ASS!!!!! Maybe, just maybe I should join them soon. I am not so much talking about doing myself in, but lately my health has continued to get worse, not to mention the ongoing pain I continue to feel on a day to day basis. And I have just been thinking that maybe I could join my friends soon in dealth and be much better off as well as the ones around me that continue to watch me suffer. Just a thought lately. Can ya tell I am not in the best of moods lately?? Well DUH!!!! LOL,LOL I am just at my wits end. I don't know what or HOW to want to continue on anymore....................I feel that my life is pretty much over, its just trying to figure out how the hell to do things the right way. Oh well, I guess that sooner or later things have a way of working themselves out. Sorry for the gloomy post all, but its the way I have been feeling and I don't know what I can do to pull out so I figure I will just roll with it for a while. And if worse comes to worse, I do have MANY prescription drugs available to get the job done, later folks, best to anyone who chooses to read my rantings.......................
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And we love you very much Murf xoxoxoox