murf9980

Hello all,
So my world pretty much ended today. As I wrote previous I lost a good friend 2 weeks ago, and today 2 weeks later, I lost my BEST FRIEND in my beloved greyhound. YES, just a DOG to some of you, but to me he was my best friend!!! He stayed up with me late at night, he sat by the bonfire with me at our old house, he tried to comfort me when I was sad. He was my best friend. He had bone cancer that was eroding his bones away and he slipped and fell sideways today when I had him outside, GOD he screamed SO LOUD in PAIN!!!! And I could do NOTHING for him, when he slipped, his leg went sideways and crushed into itself so the vet had to put him down. I keep thinking DAMMIT!!!! If I would have had him on a leash!!!!!!!!!!!!! But it was pretty bad by the looks of the xray, so I guess if it was not today it would have been soon. I tell you what, my heart hurts SO FUCKIN BAD right now I NEVER want another animal in my life!!! Nor do I want to get close to anyone EVER AGAIN!!!!! It hurts to much to lose them!!!!!!!!!!! Life SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My 2 GREAT FRIENDS are gone, within 2 weeks of each other. I am so sad..........